Letting Go

Life has it's own beautiful moments and saddening times. It varies even more whenever you meet new people. New friends may come along in our journey and some might leave us the other day. We couldn't fight fate, so we just have to let go sometimes. Yes, it's difficult when sometimes we had just to let somethings or someone go on with their journey leaving us behind. But, do we really know what letting go really means? To each and everyone of us, letting go differs within what our mind and heart describes each every little detail of the process letting go itself. I'm myself was a bit blurred and vagued by the terms of letting go. So, intrigued by it, I went to search for it and no more better to start than into the depths of Google, (yeah, "depths" of Google O_o) . I've found the site and it tells different terms of letting go and one of them might applied to you.

To "let go" does not mean to stop caring. It means I can't do it for someone else.

To "let go" is not to cut myself off. It's the realization that I can't control another.

To "let go" is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands, but in God's.

To "let go" is not to try to change or blame another. It's to make the most possible out of myself.

To "let go" is not to care for, but care about.

To "let go" is not to fix, but to be supportive.

To "let go" is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.

To "let go" is not to be in the middle, arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own destinies.

To "let go" is not to deny, but to accept.

To "let go" is not to nag, scold, fuss, or argue; but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To "let go" is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.

To "let go" is not to regret the past, but to live for today and grow for the future.

To "let go" is to fear less and to love more.

~ Author Unknown ~

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Why

This feeling.A feeling of complexity plus misery, for quite some time now. No one needs to know what caused it. Simply said, no one seemed to bother at all. I knew that ephemeral feeling was a faulty mistake from the beginning, yet I braved the unknown searching for another light to guide me. Why, did I choose that way anyway? I'm an idiot.

Why, do you always do to this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see you threw me?
How come, you act like this?
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel I can feel you baby, why?

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you,
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you, tell me,

Are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever
Tell me, why?

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel I can feel you near me, even when you?re far away
I can feel I can feel you baby, why?

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you,
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you, tell me,

Are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why?

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel

I can feel I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel I can feel you baby, why?

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you,
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way,
I need you, I need you, I need you, tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you,
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way,
I need you, I need you, I need you, tell me

Are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why?
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This doesn't concern anyone, since the post isn't about me. It's about them.

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The Results are In...

Yesterday, while visiting Kay-Ay's blog, I stumble upon the link for JPA's list of interview for oversea studies. Remembering I applied for JPA, I instantly check my name and guess what? My name is shortlisted for the interview this coming April. Yes! Thank Allah S.W.T. I'm so happy now, even though I'm having doubts whether I should continue on being a Lawyer, (if I passed the interview), or should I belong in the emergency room helping and treating people in need as a Doctor, obviously not as a medical assistance. Nevertheless, I'm going to practice even harder and do my best on the coming interview which is 3rd April. As we all are already informed, JPA interviews had always been done in a group. So that doesn't help me at all, isn't it? I never been interviewed before and my first time is going to be done in a group. Wonder if I can pull it off? XD

I'm gonna need new clothes, new pants, new tie, new socks and new shoes. Everything is new since I'm going to the interview! Hahaha. Support me you all! By the way, anyone here who had been into interviews before. Mind helping me out a little bit? I need help, May day! May Day! Thanks so much!

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Are you smarter than a 10 year old?

On one fine day, while I was browsing my email, I got this one very interesting email. The title of the mail was "Are you smarter than a 10 year old?". This intrigues me so much that I can't resist to open it that instant. What I see was a simple drawing of a ....... bus?



It asked, "Which way is the school bus traveling? Left or right?"

Look closely at the picture you are having a hard time to recognise which way it's going. Quite something isn't it?

This picture is shown to Preschoolers and they were asked which way the bus is traveling and a whopping 90% of the kids answered "The bus was traveling to the left"

How come it's to the left and not to the right? :sigh:

When asked how they got the simple answer, they simply replied;

"The bus had been traveling to the left since the door cannot be seen"

How do you feel now?

So, do I.

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Numbers are?

I found this thing at Irfan's blog and steal it from him without his permission. Hahaha, evil me. Nevermind, he steals from a website too, I'm just returning the favour right? Anyway, this numbers are about your birth date and where you belong in what number of group. Let's say you were born in 1st Jan or 1st December or any other months, you belong in the group one. It's kinda wrong the prediction, I mean some of them are too far-fetched to me. Since I'm born in 12th day, lets look what I'm supposed to be like. It looks like I'm in the group number 3.

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 1Hb, 10Hb, 19Hb, 28Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.1

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 2Hb, 11Hb, 20Hb, 29Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.2

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 3Hb, 12Hb, 21Hb, 30Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.3

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 4Hb, 13Hb, 22Hb, 31Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.4

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 5Hb, 14Hb, 23Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.5

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 6Hb, 15Hb, 24Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.6

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 7Hb, 16Hb, 25Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.7

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 8Hb, 17Hb, 26Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.8

Kalau anda dilahirkan pada 9Hb, 18Hb, 27Hb dalam mana-mana bulan, anda adalah no.9


no.1
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Anda sangat cerdik, jujur, lucu, degil, rajin, terus-terang, cemburu dalam asas pertandingan, baik hati, peramah dan autoriti. Anda ingin mendahului dalam apa jua keadaan. Anda seorang yang berdikari, berkeyakinan dan tidak pernah berada di bawah pimpinan orang lain. Anda akan bercinta dalam usia yang muda tapi akan berkahwin pada usia yang matang. Anda tidak suka akan orang yang bertentangan pendapat dengan anda. Malah anda juga menyimpan dendam dengan orang yang bersalah dengan anda. Anda seorang yang kuat belanja. Pada masa hadapan anda adalah professional dalam kerjaya yang anda ceburi. Namun terdapat juga orang yang kecil hati dengan pencapaian anda. Anda mempunyai keluarga yang bahagia. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.4, 6, 8.

no.2
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Tak kira apa pun, anda akan disukai oleh semua orang kerana anda berperanankan Bulan dan semua orang suka akan bulan. Em...bagus! Anda suka bermimpi siang. Anda kurang berkeyakinan terhadap diri sendiri. Jadi and perlu membuat perubahan ke atas hidup anda. Anda adalah seorang yang sukar diramal kerana anda membuat perubahan berdasarkan masa dan keadaan. Anda juga seorang yang mementingkan diri sendiri tetapi and mempunyai bakat dalam muzikal, seni dan komunikasi lisan. Sikap anda seperti bulan yang datang keredupan dan pudar jadi semua orang boleh mengetahui perubahan anda. Anda boleh menjadi Mahatma Gandhi yang kedua kerana cinta akan keamanan. Anda juga seorang yang bertanggungjawab dalam keluarga. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.2, 5, 9.

no.3
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Anda adalah seorang yang berhati keras, pentingkan diri sendiri, kuat agama dan suka untuk mempertingkatkan kehidupan sendiri. Anda mempunyai masalah keluarga dan anda dapat mengharungi dengan kesabaran anda. Anda sangat pandai bercakap, wajah yang cantik, jadi ke mana saja anda pergi anda akan dapat apa yang anda inginkan. Daripada hari lahir anda, anda perlu berkerja keras untuk berjaya. Anda juga seorang yang menghormati orang yang lebih tua daripada anda. Bukannya senang nak menjalinkan hubungan sama ada percintaan, kekeluargaan atau persahabatan. Sekiranya anda suka akan sikap seseorang itu, maka hubungan itu akan berpanjangan. Anda suka akan kebebasan, pencipta di mana ada anda akan membawa harapan, kegembiraan dan keceriaan ke dunia ini. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.6, 9.

no.4
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Anda adalah seorang yang amat degil dan rajin. Mungkin anda akan menjauhkan orang lain daripada anda kerana kata-kata anda. Anda seorang yang bertimbang rasa akan masalah orang lain. Anda berbakat dalam penyelidikan dan seni. Anda akan membantu ahli keluarga atau kawan-kawan yang menghadapi masalah tanpa berfikir panjang. Anda kena berhati-hati dengan orang sekeliling anda kerana mereka mungkin akan mempergunakan anda. Kawan-kawan anda akan menghabiskan masa dan wang ringgit anda dan selepas itu menjauhi daripada anda apabila anda dah tak ada nilai buat mereka lagi. Walau bagaimanapun anda tetap seorang yang sabar dan tegas. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.1, 8.

no.5
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Anda sangat popular dalam komuniti. Anda boleh menyelesaikan sesuatu perkara hanya secara lisan. Anda mempunyai akal fikiran dalam menjalani perniagaan. Namun anda terlalu terburu-buru. Anda adalah seorang yang humor di kalangan kawan-kawan dan ahli keluarga. Kawan-kawan dan ahli keluarga anda juga akan minta bantuan anda apabila mereka memerlukan bantuan. Anda bukan seorang yang setia dalam hubungan percintaan. Anda suka perubahan dan kebebasan. Anda mempunyai ciri-ciri seorang pengembara dan ahli silap mata.. Anda mempelajari hidup melalui pengalaman. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.1 , 2, 9.

no.6
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Anda dilahirkan untuk menikmati hidup ini. Anda tidak pedulikan apa-apa perkara dan hanya ingin berseronok dalam hidup anda saja. Anda sangat pandai dalam pelajaran dan pengurusan perniagaan. Anda seorang genius, baik hati (tapi hanya orang yang beranggapan anda orang baik), mempunyai paras rupa yang cantik atau kacak. Semua benda yang baik akan datang pada anda. Anda mengambil berat ke atas ahli keluarga dan kawan-kawan anda. Pada pandangan mereka, anda adalah seorang yang murah hati, peramah, adil saksama dan mempunyai penilaian yang tajam. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.1, 3, 9.

no.7
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Anda mempunyai daya tarikan kepada sesiapa saja. Anda adalah seorang yang realistik, yakin, gembira dan merupakan seorang yang genius dalam bidang pendidikan, muzik, seni dan nyanyian. Anda mempunyai masalah sikap iaitu panas baran. Namun demikian, anda banyak melakukan pengorbanan untuk keluarga. Anda meletakkan keluarga di tempat yang amat tinggi sekali sehingga kadang-kadang mengabaikan kebahagian diri sendiri. Anda telah dilahirkan untuk memberi sumbangan kepada dunia ini. Jadi anda seorang yang bagus dan seorang yang amat gembira. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.2.

no.8
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Anda mempunyai personaliti yang sangat kuat jadi tak ada orang yang memahami anda. Kepakaran anda hanyalah menuding jari pada sesuatu benda. Anda juga mengalami pelbagai dugaan dalam hidup. Semua masalah ini telah menjadikan anda lebih kuat dan tabah. Anda memperjuangkan keadilan. Kebanyakan masa anda telah dihabiskan bersama-sama dengan kawan-kawan. Anda seorang yang disiplin dalam hidup, tidak putus asa dan berani. Faktor-faktor ini telah membawa anda ke puncak kejayaan. Anda juga adalah seorang ahli pasukan, keluarga dan pejuang yang sangat bagus. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.1, 4.

no.9
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Anda adalah seorang yang sangat tabah dari segi fizikal dan juga mental. Anda mempunyai penilaian yang sangat tajam. Anda juga adalah seorang yang sangat dihormati dalam komuniti. Anda adalah orang yang boleh menerima cabaran dan berjaya dalam apa jua yang anda buat. Pada usia yang muda anda selalu bertentangan dengan ibu bapa anda. Tapi apabila usia anda telah semakin meningkat anda adalah seorang anak yang taat dan hormati mereka. Anda sesuai menceburi bigan kejuruteraan atau perbankan kerana orang lain percaya dan yakin akan anda. Anda merupakan model teladan kepada orang lain. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no. 3, 5, 6.

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Okay, that's is too nonsensical. I don't have that kind of problems at my house, and I'm certainly stubborn sometimes.When I post this thing, it doesn't make me neither a believer nor I'm recruiting any new believer. So, it's up to you guys to believe it or not, I simply just read it for fun. If it's correct, than it's merely coincidental. Hahaha :D

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Truth Be Told

Hey, it's been a long time since I wrote or more like mumble about myself, isn't it? Well, I've been busy lately, and simply just don't have the time to write anything about me. Despite of not doing any part-timers, I'm still quite full on handling my own little life. Learning to drive, takes a lot of my own free time and your own (my parents) money. I mean, I had to pay like RM500++, and I just only passed the QTI, not yet the real JPJ test. Now, I'm quite worried how I'm suppose to pass the test and not taking any retest as that will only result into more money needed to be paid to the institute, and mind you, my institute DOES steal from people. Hahaha, usually my nervousness only lasted for an hour, so there's nothing to be worried about on my side, kan? Next month, I might do some traveling again, back to Terengganu. I'm not so sure myself, but if my brother in law leaves my sister again for an outstation, I will have to visit her and stay there for quite some time, and being in Terengganu is fun actually. I miss the beaches and the breeze the most.

Owning a strange habit does seemed to be a burden to me. I mean, I have this weird habit of buying books first even though the current one I'm reading isn't finished yet. So, that makes me having lots of novel that I read halfway, making my room full of unread or rather untouched novels which acts as decorating objects to give signals to anyone who comes in saying "He reads us eventhough he never touched us, that ought to make him look smart!" Hahaha :D, Wish I had the interest to read my books back. Well, currently I have three books read unfinished. One of them are too long and the words are too small to be read, and the other one is too childish to continue. The one left is somehow weird and I can't seem to understand the writer's imagination at all. Still, I'm thinking of continuing one of the books sometime later. When your not doing anything, reading books can be the best companion and your inner movie cinema. So any books I should consider to read? Okay, there goes again my weird habit.

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Bittersweet of Loving

Love. Love is a word of resemblance of something much more universal than the stereotype loving that had been whispered to our ears for so long. Whenever you heard the word love, the picture of a man holding another woman's hands crossed your mind, isn't it? (It may varies person to person :D) Did you still remember your first love, the very very first love you had, maybe in your childhood or your school days? Suddenly you realised, how you were stupid back then, easily fallen in love with anyone, who very much suits your taste. I could never forget that time even tough I'm already grown up now, when I was small, I used to love hanging around with that little girl in my neighbourhood. She sees the world as I see the world. Now, she had gone, somewhere I can't remember or rather I don't know or seem to care.

Do you remember when being loved by your friends? It must have been a beautiful friendship when we all had during the school days. Yes, we're all innocent yet idiotic at the same time back then. Tremendously, we craved for attention, because that attention was the whole world to us, the peak or pinnacle of our dreams. I love the old times, when we, friends would laugh so hard, nothing to worry our closed minds of this troubled society we're living. We would go to the same spot in the school during the recess time, talking what happened or what's going to happen next in the school.Love differs when you talk about your own family. Do you still remember how much our own parents would stay up during our sick times just to make sure we were comfortable on our beds? That's love. Do you still remember when you father said no, whenever you wanted to go out of your house playing outside alone? And, how much our own brothers or sisters would stand up for us whenever the bullies came to take your candies away?

Not much, right? So, take this time to cherish the little things that had happened in your life recently. You never know, if they were gone the next minute you've seen them. Allah S.W.T is Almighty. He knows better. :D

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Classmates, eh?

I've been tagged by Ka-Ay for while now. Just that I never noticed it before, now, now, don't get mad eh Ka-Ay! I'm gonna do this although the fact my class wasn't the way I liked it. Well, you still have to make do of everything if you gonna survive in a new place and in a new crowd kan? I really despise some of my classmates, and tremendously loved the others. Need I mention the names? Nah, I know they already knew if they're hated or loved by me, though it doesn't bring any significance effect to them or me. The one that I loved, I really appreciate them in my life. Yes, you Syazana! Hahahaha :D

Name 15 people from your class randomly. Do not look at the questions below before naming them.

1.NurAqma
2.Ainnatul
3.Syakirah
4.Bella
5.Anne
6.Syazana
7.Najah
8.Suriani
9.Taufik
10.Syamil
11.Haqim
12.Aisya
13.Syukri
14.Sarah Atikah
15.Raihan

-Now answer these Questions-

1.Who is number 3's crush?
I know him! He's my senior at my former school. Hahaha :D

2. What do you think of Number 6?
She is a very good friend, when I pushed away the fact she's somehow evil inside. XD And she's good at what she does, which is, by far, to me lah, reading books so close to her eyes. :D Hahahah, Just joking Syazana!

3.How old is number 5?
She is 17 years young like me, and acts like she's 28 or something which makes her look so mature!!!

4.How is number 14 as a class officer?
The class would be a lot more noisy and much more livelier plus beautiful I guess?

5. If you think of number 13, what's the first thing that comes to mind?
How could I kill him, without anyone noticing. *mumbles to self*
Oh? Him? I've no idea. *Grins widely*

6.Do you have plans with number 4?
Syazana? Don't know much. If God's willing, yes.

7.How about number 7?
Hmm, lets see first. :D

8.Does number 14 likes anyone on your list?
Yes. Sarah Atikah USED TO LIKE him.

9. Name three things about number 10.
-Damn good at Chess
-Damn good at Maths
-Damn good friend of mine.

10.Do you remember the first time you actually said "Hi" to number 11?
I never EVER said Hi to him, it's him who does all the "Hi" things.

11. Have you ever been groupmates with number 13?
Yep, many times already. Just that we used to be close.

12. Have you ever had a fight with number 8?
Nope, just simple arguments about Japanese actors, animes and cultures.

13. Do you chat often with number 9?
Yeah, a lot of times. Even lately, I've been receiving phone calls from him. :D

14.Are you and number 2 close friends?
Quite, actually. She knows how much I despise number 13.

15. Is number 1 pretty?
She's kinda cute rather than pretty. The more I looked at her, the more I think that she's from some happy-comedy-life animes. Hahaha.. She's a nice fellow.

16. What would you say if number 12 and number 14 is dating?
I can't bear the truth then. It's SO weird.

So that's all from this tag, and to those names mentioned just now, I'm so sorry If I had ever make you uncomfortable or mad. That's all. :D

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My brain is?

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

You Are the Index Finger

You are ambitious, driven, and capable. You aren't afraid to take responsibility for your actions - or place the blame on whoever deserves it. You are honest, free thinking, and objective. You see things in your own way - and you aren't afraid to let everyone know about it. You get along well with: The Thumb Stay away from: The Ring Finger

What Finger Are You?

You Are Fairly Normal

You scored 65% normal on this quiz Like most people you are normal in some ways... But you aren't a completely normal person. You're a little weird too! Why You Are Normal: You prefer your friends to your family If given the choice, you would choose to have more money over more time You prefer a good meal to a good nap You prefer fiction to non fiction When you're in a car, you prefer to be the driver Why You Aren't Normal: You are no longer with your first love You prefer the moon to the sun You find the Chicken Dance to be the more embarrassing dance If you had to, you rather live without laughter and still have music You would rather be a movie star than an astronaut

What's Normal About You... And What's Not?

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One Day, One Way

Yesterday, I woke up extremely early, which is 6.00 a.m in the morning. Yes, I really did. Well, actually, my sister have this function that she needed to attend at Sime-Darby Convention Center at Bukit Kiara. She and her group of business partner booked a bus and a bus full of people, and kids that scored recently in the UPSR examination, went to Kuala Lumpur. There were supposed to be a Gala Night for these kids and they will be given certificate of appreciation of their hardworks recently. We left the house around 6.45 a.m and arrived at the spot where we should gather before we depart for the event. Looking around, all I see was boys and girls, age ranging from 9-13, which was such a put down for me. (Like if there was some of my age, would I mingle with them, surely not.. XD) Something really weird during the trip was, the bus stopped at many rest areas, but it was surely a total waste of time. I mean we just ate at 8.00 a.m and we stopped at another rest area around 12.00p.m to eat again. Well, not risking any chance, since they might not stop anymore at any rest area, I had lunch with my sister at Dunkin Donuts.

I was happy to see Dunkin Donuts again since it had been a long time that I had seen one before. I really love those donuts, which I wish really badly that I can somehow, have a bite of all the flavours served. Nevermind though. I always had another time kan? We arrived at Kuala Lumpur around 3.00 p.m. We left for KL around 7 a.m. Do the maths. They really took their time kan? My butt was saying to me to stop sitting and walk around, but I'm on the bus for like 4 hours straight and walking on the bus can be severely dangerous for someone with my weight. :sigh: Well, from there we went to National Science Center located near the Sime-Darby Convention Center. Inside the science center, it was educational, just that it was quite boring since there wasn't any really that caught my attention.

Then there was the Gala Night, which is a total PUT DOWN.Come on lah, I was the only one not wearing any tuxedos or coats, that made me feel I was someone really not important, which is yes. Well, I'm still a teenager, it's impossible for me to own one. Something was wrong with this Gala Night, since it was for students, why the heck they brought some near-naked dancers from the night club? What nonsense is this! And, the food they served was all Chinese cuisine. What luck kan? I'm not the biggest fan of Chinese food, I prefer Japanese rather than Chinese. Anyway, I got to me Syasya Elite, the once famous singer of the group Elite. Hahaha. She looked the same only, much more motherly. Anyway, the Gala finished at 11.00p.m which is another weird thing, since the students needed to sleep early kan? Me and my sis went home exactly that night and we arrived at Kedah around 6.00 a.m, which rose a question to me. How come the trip to KL took much more time than trip to Kedah? Nevermind, really.

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What is Already Meant To be

It's much more easier said than done, but I'm gonna say it anyway. When the SPM examination result slips came out, nearly half of the crowd cheered happily. They scored, they soared, and they cried out their happiness to the whole world. Those standing beside them cheered on as a sing of support for their friends. It's good to get what you aimed for, and much more better when you got much more than what you deserved. Little did they knew, behind, those euphoric faces and lively screams, lived among them who suffered failure. They walked away from the crowd, avoiding questions such as, "How much A's did you get?", "What did you get for Biology?" and so on.

They cried, letting regrets taking over themselves, blaming others, blaming the world, and blaming themselves. Crying, and finding fault isn't the solution. I know, it's easier said than done, I'm not the one who got the bad results. Hey, I, myself wasn't satisfied with my results as well, but do you see me frowning, sulking, or blaming others? What is done is already done! Don't frown, fell down on your knees, and cried your eyes out, blaming others. It's not the end. I've seen and heard people who stumbled upon obstacles during their journey, but they rose up again, gathering new courage and spirits, moving forward, not looking back, and succeed. It's not the end of the world if your result is really bad. I'm telling this to my friends who succumbed to their fears, worrying nothing that they can't see in the future. Stop, I tell you. You are not alone, I'm here with you, am I not? Let's step forward together. We'll succeed together as we promised before! That's a promise!

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April Kids

Listen up, April-born kids!Sometime ago, I dig up from Wany's blog and found her July-born secrets. Intrigued myself, I went to the site and search for my birth month, and there it was. And I was astonished that most of the facts are true. Darn it. :D Anyway, the ones that I highlighted/bold are the ones hits me on the spot.Hehehe XD

APRIL
* Sangat aktif dan dinamik.
* Cepat bertindak membuat keputusan tetapi cepat menyesal.
* Sangat menarik dan pandai menjaga diri.
* Punya daya mental yang sangat kuat.
* Suka diberi perhatian.
* Sangat diplomatik (pandai memujuk ).
* Berkawan dan pandai menyelesaikan masalah orang.
* Sangat berani dan tiada perasaan takut.
* Suka perkara yang mencabar, pengasih, penyayang, sopan santun dan pemurah.
* Emosi cepat terusik.
* Cuba kawal perasaan.
* Kecenderungan bersifat pendendam.
* Agresif dan kelam kabut dalam membuat keputusan.
* Kuat daya ingatan.
* Gerak hati yang sangat kuat.
* Pandai mendorong diri sendiri dan memotivasikan orang lain.
* Berpenyakit disekitar kepala dan dada.
* Sangat cemburu dan terlalu cemburu

Almost all of the listed there hits me on the spot. Dang. Now, my secrets are left wide open.. Hahaha :D. If you guys wanna know yours, why don't you just visit the website at Rahsia Bulan Kelahiran.

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Slip, Trip, Flip and Dip

Well, remembered that I went to Langkawi to take my slip of result? Well, seriously, do you think I was gonna go to Langkawi and take my results and went back home? Nah, I did some trips with my friends. We travel around Langkawi, for two days actually, seeing and visiting places. It's very nice to hangout with your friends when you haven't seen them for months and months. Who did all the driving? It's all thanks to Mr. Pipo for driving us all around the Langkawi, even tough you just got your license and it still smelt fresh and new from the driving institute. By the way, he droved us all in this very big, chunk piece of metal, namely an old, near-death van. A vey big applause again to Mr. Pipo. Hahaha. I was quite envious plus nervous seeing him driving the car, I mean he just received his license.

That night, we went to the cinemax, the only cinema at Langkawi. It was full of people despite it was already 11 p.m. There are several movies shown that night, and do we need to decide fast that night. Some wanted to watch Duyung (a malaysian movie, translated into Mermaid) and others wanted to watch jumper and the rest wanted to watch 10, 000 B.C. Any movie is fine with as long the plot is really nice. But, majority wanted to watch 10, 000 B.C , which I strongly disagreed since it was all about violence, (not really XD) and there's not a single technology there in the movie. Well, you can't help it since it is 10, 000 B.C which I seriously doubt that humans can speak English by that time.

The next day, we went to the Langkawi Jetty to play some bowling, and we played for 4 games in a row. Wow, I felt really tired after that, that I played dangerously. I threw the ball, but lost my grip and the ball flew backwards, luckily not hitting anyone in the back. Hahaha, some experience I had there. :D Pipo, or Izzat was it, that was really had the need to ride the cable car, despite it looked dangerous,(to me) and the fact I hate heights the most was not helping at all. Well, everyone's going. I can't just sit behind and watch they have all the fun to themselves. No way, nu-uh. So, mustering all the courage I had left after the sight of the cable car, I went into the Gondola. My heart beat so hard, that I was gasping for air. I looked around and it was beautiful up there. You can see the vast ocean and the small boats and yacht, and it was damn fantastic, although the height was killing me.


Later that night, not exactly at night, but it was nearly dark, so I assumed it was nearly night or late evening, we went to Harbor Park. The view there was breath-taking, since it looked like we went overseas or something. We took a picture of the sunset falling upon the water. It was so beautiful.



Next morning, we said our goodbyes and part from each other. It was fantastic and I wish we could do this much more often later.

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Driving + Suckers = Failure

I HATE DRIVING CARS! Just a statement after finding out that I failed the QTI test. Whatever. It's not the end of the world and at least I failed only at the road test but not at the side-park, 3 point test, etc. It means I passed half the test, yippee! I can always try it out later kan? Now, that man who's handling(testing, nope, it sound weird also, duh, handling also means.. duh whatever :D) me said, I had to pay him another RM 30 just to take another test on the road. And if I ever need to change the dates, in case if I didn't make it, another RM10 burned inside my wallet(technically mine, yes XD). Leeches! Leeches! Come on, RM10 just to change date? Weird system, or is it just at my driving institute? Here's a list that they cross that I did wrong (or so they thought I did wrong :D).

1. I'm driving over the limit. (This is such a lie. 50kmh is not over limit okay!?)
2. I don't know how to use brake/emergency brake. (A simple mistake for not lifting the emergency brake when driving... :P)
3. I'm driving violently and dangerously. (Hey, no one died. -_-|||)
4. I'm driving without looking at the side mirrors. (Come on, I didn't give the signal you didn't noticed la pulak.. the slightest mistakes such as that pulak you noticed.. -_-|||)
5. There's too many mistakes that I can't remember much. At any rate, I got 12/20. :sigh:
   

I can't fail again. My sisters and brother didn't failed their QTI, at least. Seriously, I don't care now how, or when, I'm gonna pass that QTI, (It's just a pre-test for JPJ.. Wonder if I could pass the real one? :Sigh:) or else, there's gonna be some head-slaying and rock-throwing and anything related to burning down the driving institute to smashing all the vehicles available there.. Hahaha.. :D Just kidding, I'm not that crazy, mind you. Now, my legs cramped a little bit, or more like ached to me because of someone do the driving in a SMALL car and I(more like my legs) need some resting to do. Wish me luck for the next QTI again.

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Headaches, Forms and Scholarship.

My head ached so much that I just wanna throw my head, that if it is reattachable, to the wall. Ayah was telling me to fill this and that forms, and Abang Khairul was calling Ayah up, telling what kind of forms should I fill in. It's great that they cared for me, but I'm having a headache just filling up these forms. One, asking some stupid questions, while others wanted my co-curriculum activities, which for me, so far, isn't the best thing that had ever happened to me. It was so frustrating, knowing with that kind of results, you can achieve your dreams, but, your dreams simply were blocked by one subject mainly named "Additional Maths". And jobs not related to it, was the one needed Additional Maths the most. What ever is happening in our CRUEL world!?

As I was filling out this form from the Security Commissions, I was stumbled that it required an essay on what of my past achievements, what can I contribute to them, and on what is actually I can do to the world and so on. So, guys, anyone, who are willing to help, brain filling with ideas, could you guys please give me some ideas on mainly what I should write about? I'm starting to feel I'm writing for an essay competition already where winning is so much fun. (Which is a good thing? :D) Never mind that now, I hope I will get some scholarships from certain companies, really. If you guys know any scholarship related to law, or anything that only requires 8As and so on, please don't hesitate to tell me by commenting this post or shout at shouting box. Thanks a lot.

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The Fateful Piece of Slip

It was Wednesday morning when my heart can't seemed to be at rest. It beat as if it wanted to run away from me, as far as the pumping would take it, as long it's far enough away from myself. I tried to breathe in, gasping for air, a pinch of reality, and a little grasp of despair. Lucky me, a friend of mine, Aiman had been staying with me and together we push ourselves through the unknown store, where God had been storing our fates, just lying for us to be found. And later we joined by Naim, on a ferry ride to that deserted island of thousands crushed dreams, where we took the time to reminisce ourselves back then. It helped a little to lift my burden as I was acting real though in front of these guys. I wouldn't succumbed to the darkness of my heart where only despair of reality had been residing all along this years. I tried not to think much about it, but little by little, my mind was taken away,flown into the space, wondering what kind of fate had God stored for me?

I muttered some prayers, soothing my inner place of thoughts. It worked but only to be disturbed again by the Satan, whispering doubts in my ears. What if you failed? What if you were the lowest in the college? What if you were failing your parents? I couldn't bare the last question at all. Failing my parents was the worst thing I could had think of, and their faces then, would be extreme incomprehensible if I were to fail them. Good God, Allah! What if that happened? Would I be smiling again, rising my face looking straight at my parents' in the eyes? Aiman and Naim, were no better than me. They were also afraid, and all the calls they got from their relatives are just adding up the nervous that they already drenched in, barely breathing fine. The ferry were slower and slower and came to a halt at the Langkawi Jetty. I looked at Aiman and Naim and they looked back at me. We know it's time to go back to the College. It's time to accept what kind of fate or destiny God had stored for us, long long time ago before we were even born into this world.

From there we took a van and were joined by Pipu, another dear friend of mine. He looked really calmed, and envious thoughts rose from my inner chamber of thoughts. Wish I was that calm, myself. Sigh. I know exactly the source of his calmness was from. His confident of his slip. He's confident that the result's gonna be good, as good, as the monthly exam we did every month back then. I can't really blamed him though, who told me not to study very hard in the first place, knowing the fact answering a simple additional maths question was just as hard going to the war, in fact I thought going to war is easier than answering some numbers on a paper? It's me alright. I rushed to my old class, which had changed looks and name, leaving my begs and belongings there. I walked slowly to the debts counter, wondering whether I owned the college or not. Passed! I didn't owned anything to the college. Aiman, Naim and Pipu were right behind me. I walk fast leaving them behind in to the TAC and there where it started to went all.... right for me~!? Seriously? I asked the counter. Beatings of my heart could not stop me anymore. I must know the truth, I must uncovered what kind of fate had been stored for me.I don't really care back then about anyone else's result. She, the school's lab technician handed me my slip, I looked at her, she just smiled, and I examined it real close, hoping it's true. I read it again and again, wondering if my eyes had failed me this time.

Thank God! I got 8As and 2Bs, which is more than I had bargained for. I jumped and laughed as if I never did those things for years. I called Ayah, and told him the great news only just to be replied of great disbelief! >.< "Betoi ka dapat 8A?" ayah curtly replied. I was speechless, my voice were bland. Ayah, didn't believe me at all. Never mind that, I've had proof in my hands, just waiting to be plastered on Ayah's face. Anyway, I did great, and the burden were taken away from me instantly. By the way, the cable man had stored back my cable and it's just great. Thanks TM!

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Idiotic Beyond Reasoning

You know what happen today?! The most unforgivable thing had been done to me and no, sir, I won't back down just like that.Some idiotic, selfish, greedy, bastards had been lingering around my house sometime around 5 a.m, 8th March. Who do they think they are taking some public property away from me? Stupid, and selfish people these guys. They stole away my(our, neighbourhood actually :D) TELEPHONE CABLE that is situated right in front of my house. How could they?! They stole my(still our neighbourhood's XD) internet away, they stole my phone line, my life line, my damn windows to the world. It's just quite unfair that they had to steal it now, that my friends are coming over. Sheesh, it couldn't get any better, right?

I'm might sounding selfish, myself, but I just can't help it knowing that those culprits are laughing their asses off when they got the money, the money after selling the telephone cable, spending it happily ever after, while my end is suffering a great deal. For instance, my neighbour who depends heavily on the telephone for his business, would suffer a lot as his customer wouldn't be able to contact him at his office, (mind you, his office is at his home :P). Luckily, a couple of TM repairman or whatever they were called, came by. They took a look and will report it to the main branch of Kedah. I, worriedly asked ayah when this problem gonna be solved? Ayah just replied "Banyak hari jugakla kot?" That's convenient, I said so to myself. Anyhow, I hope my(our neighbourhood, still) problem would solve sooner. By the way, I'm using Kak Ayu's celcom broadband, lucky.

So, the conclusion is I could not be online for a while.I'm so sorry guys, I wouldn't be able to participate with you all later. I'm sure this will work out soon! :D

And I'm taking this opportunity to wish you all the best for my SPM candidates friends and I pray for the best of you guys! :D Do the same for me tau! Hahaha XD

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Linkies

I've been tagged by Kay-Ay, and AmIIrah, about 5 links on the internet that I frequently visited and lately I've been visited lots of them that I barely can count! Hahaha :D
Here's the list!

1. Friendster
This is where I update and myself and read updated profiles of my friends

2.Myspace
This is the same as friendster just smaller friends and much more activities.

3.How Stuff Works
It never hurts to be knowledgeable, and it's true when people say knowledge is power.

4.Photoshop Tutorials Online
Consists of various websites that I frequently visited to sharpen my skills as a photoshop artist. :D

5.Blogger
I always do an update. Can't live without writing something kan?

Who would I tag? Seems everyone had been tagged. So, I just end it here lah, or anyone who wanna do this tag, just do it. No biggie :D.

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Coffee Beans

Coffee beans? What's that gotta do with me now? No, no, coffee beans are something that I've recently discovered(not that I've never heard of it before, mind you :D) after watching Martha Stewart show, (I did watched Martha Stewart, God!) sadly because lack of any television programs that could make me feel attractive towards the television. For those who haven't got the chance to know what exactly coffee beans are, well, coffee beans is the seed of the coffee plants (which is a pit inside the reddish, or purplish fruit). The fruit, which is a coffee cherries or berries to some people and places, consists of two stones with their flat side together (whatever that means :P). The name coffee beans derives from Arabic language though the name bean is not exactly correct in the terms of botanically. Coffee, is the seed of a fruit not a vegetable.

They're many types of coffee beans that exist in this world.Species of coffee plant include Coffea arabica, Coffea benghalensis, Coffea canephora, Coffea congensis, Coffea excelsa, Coffea gallienii, Coffea bonnieri, Coffea mogeneti, Coffea liberica, and Coffea stenophylla. The taste of these coffee beans would be different as well, depending where are they cultivated and how are they cultivated. And of all the beans listed, Coffee Arabica consists of 75% of coffee trades around the world. And adding to that, coffee beans is the second largest trade in this world, after the mainly tradable item, which is the oil.

Roasted Coffee Beans

Pushing away the fact that I rarely get any drinks made from roasted coffee beans, I do enjoy sipping them once in a while with friends to reminisce my past days with them and my favourite would be lattes and espressos.The aroma of the coffee is much more energetic compared to the aroma of the tea, mainly the coffee beans rival, nemesis or any other name appropriate XD. I would always think that tea would always rival best with coffee, don't you think so?

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Fabulous and...oooh, it's an award!

While I was in Terengganu, (now that I'm already back), Kak Farah had given me awards that I found most entertaining for me. Thanks a lot ya Kak Farah! Sheesh, I've been given with many awards and I, myself had not given once to others. Hmm, next time I give it back to you guys ok!?

I'm so EUPHORIC right now. Haha. Now, I want to give these to my lovely bloggers friends, which some of them I know in real life. Haha :D

-Nana loves Pinky
-Surat dari Jauh Muni
-Manissa
-AmIIrah
-KayAy Menyingkap Konspirasi
-Syazana Ohm
-Warna Hati Ceja

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Message in The Bottle Tag

Genie in the Lamp, Jennie from the block, Fire in the Hole, hmm, what else rhythm with Message in The Bottle? Haha. I've been tagged by Kak Syari and this is quite complicated for those who didn't have any graphics editing programs. Took me minutes just to leave what kind of message there. So, here it is:-

Here are the rules:
You are about to send a virtual Message In a Bottle across the Blog Ocean. Leave a message in the sand or on the bottle. Write anything you wish. Be a pirate or a poet. Serious or silly. Anonymous or not. What message would you like to send out to the universe?

1. Compose a message to place in your virtual bottle.
2. Right click and SAVE the blank graphic below.
3. Use a graphics program of your choice to place the message on the picture.


4. Post the Message In a Bottle meme and your creation on your blog along with these rules.
5. Tag a minimum of 5 bloggers - or your entire blogroll - to do the same. Notify them of the tag.
Your virtual bottle will remain afloat in the blogosphere ocean for all blogernity (That’s a mimism for blog + eternity.) Have fun!!

Here is what I've found! Hahaha :D Friends are great! (can't do the rollover thingy though :D)

I'm passing this most prestigious tag to:-
-Irfan
-Wany
-AmIIrah
-NQB
-Dawa

If you guys are up to it then do it, if not just ignore this post. Easy!

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Red Attack Tag

I've been attack and tagged simultaneously that I don't really know what I should be typing now. Hahaha :D I was tagged by Kak Farah and AmIIrah, and just reading the title, I though I was supposed to type something about red. Instead it was photo of me, wearing red. I wonder if I do have one in my collection.

Rules:

1. Post YOUR photo wearing red, may it be a red top, bottom, the least would be red accessories if you hate wearing red. If you can’t find one, you still have an option. Either post your Significant Other’s photo or your child’s photo, if you have one. Of course, they should be wearing red.
2. Let us know the reason why you were wearing red that particular day. Was it your birthday? Is red your fave color or was it the shirt that you first saw in your closet that day?
3. Tag 3 people close to your heart from your blogroll.
4. Once you’re tagged, could we please keep it going - just for this month?

This is me wearing red, but I don't particularly like red families, only the colour Maroon. I was at the beach at Terengganu and was looking at the vast ocean laid upon my eyes. It was really beautiful. By the way, this shirt is way too cheap, I've bought it for RM5 each, which is such a bargain to me!

Now, let's see.. *looks at the list of blog rolls* Haha.. I tag Syazana, Muni, and Che Iran!

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Update on The Run

Hahaha, what a title to start my new post. Currently, I'm posting far far away from Alor Star, Kedah today. Yes, I'm so far away to the east of Kedah where I stayed with Kak Ifa at Kerteh, Teregganu and after all this time I think I starting to like this place more and more. I love the windy breeze in the mornings, afternoons, evenings or even at nights. Haha, it's all windy when you live near the beach, although I can't really see the beach from where I'm staying, more or less, it's all good for me. A sudden thought crossed my mind and I think that these Petronas workers are very fortunate to work under a company that is so rich that they would spend millions to make a brand new community from scratch to many houses, offices, gold resort, sports recreation center, a school for the workers children and even a brand new mall which is half the size of Midvalley, or maybe I'm just exaggerating on the mall but nevertheless it's a big mall. The thing that made me laugh hard when Kak Ifa points the fact out that the Mall is build in front of a fishing village community. What do you think? Would the fisher mans with their wives come to the mall to just to buy some simple groceries? Hahaha :D

And such blessings that Allah S.W.T had given upon Terengganu because the state is filled with countless of beautiful beaches to visit, and every beach that I went to was a breath taking one. Do mind that, when it is evening, you shouldn't jump into the sea or the waves will swallow you whole without any shreds of mercy reflected upon their deep waters. And I can't upload the pictures now since I've been senile, literally, lately that I've forgotten my most important companion when it comes to cameras; the cables acting as the bridge connecting the camera to the computer. I was in a rush when we were departing from my house to Terengganu. Kak Ayu was hushing us to be quick because we were running late than what had been scheduled. It's a good thing too that when it comes to travelling far far away from home, I've been an avid reader myself and been able to (nearly :P) finish the latest Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. If I was at home, I would have been easily distracted from reading any novels at all because of the attractions radiated from my computer simply it was connected to the Internet. If I've been able to resist the computer, the television would then gladly, taking the role of the computer, whisper to me slowly, lulling me to watch any boring show on the TV as long my eyes were fixed upon the grayish screen.

I also read novels before I went to sleep, but then again, I was already sleepy trying to resist being attracted to the computer or the TV (even though I already succumbed to the temptations :D). So, lately, I didn't read any books, especially great books. When talking about books, I would prefer cheapened books, (cheapened because it was not off the racks in a book shop for 3 consecutive years) and when I said cheapened, it IS cheapened greatly. For example, for a book which usually priced at around RM30-RM40++, the new price would be around RM15++, so it IS really a bargain for me as a pocket-full-of-nothing student. The books I chose differ every time I went to the book shop. I would like the sci-fi books, but that life-changing books were very tempting and hey, that fiction books is damn worth it to read. Enough about me mumbling about books. I promise to show it to you guys all the pictures I've taken while I'm away in Terengganu, in later posts. By the way, does anyone know of any good books lately?

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