4.29.2008

Naturally We Speak

It seems very long off since I last wrote anything other than about the stories. Anyway, I'm not feeling up to it today to write anything about it since I had been out all day having fun with Irfan, check out my blogosphere if you wanna who he is. Anyway, congrats to Amii for passing the JPJ test, and good luck to Syazana who's going for a test tomorrow, I heard. I know it's hard but everyone else had been trough with it so all the best Syazana. I'm so tired after all day of laughing, joking, karaoke-ing and bowling. For more details, I will write about it later, since my other friend left my camera inside Irfan's car, which is a REAL delight for me. (Thanks a LOT! Naim. o.O)

I took some liberty to relax my mind by doing some quizzes which happen to be:

Take this test!
Just like this night shift team supervisor, you'll do whatever it takes to get the job done. You're a natural leader, but you don't let being in charge go to your head. Sure, you often find yourself making tough decisions, but manage to succeed by thinking things through before you act. With that natural intelligence, you thrive on understanding the world around you — which is why it's difficult to let any unsolved case go.

You love to learn and you're great at it, but matters of the heart are much more complicated. Even if you don't always show it, people close to you know you care. Just remember to look up from the microscope once in a while and show them!



Take this test!
Ever get the urge to trick your friends into eating bogey-flavored Every Flavour Beans? Do you laugh when your mates fall off their broomsticks (or, bikes)? No doubt, you're usually the person at the back of the room, not paying attention and cracking jokes — and that's why people love to be around you.


While you're definitely a class clown, you still aren't all laughs at all times. You're loyal and committed and you care deeply for your close friends. Red-haired or not, you've got a charm all your own, and we're willing to bet you have more than one fan club. Wingardium le-VIO-sa!



I know, I know. How come I'm Grissom and Ron Weasley at a time? Come on, this is only some random quizzes that I took. :D

Tata XD

4.28.2008

There's Light at the End of the Tunnel pt.4

"The Locus of the Circle can be determined in many ways..." was echoing inside the small room. The Foolish Boy stared blankly at the white board, while his teacher, which was also as round as the drawing on the board, was explaining to the whole class about Circles. The Foolish Boy wasn't really interested in numbers, let alone calculations and formulas.To him, numbers couldn't do the job of explaining something which requires more of the emotional touch. Numbers can't talk. Nor it can express your feelings. Lucky him, he was not the only one who disliked maths. Some of the classmates were also hating it as much the Foolish Boy did. Every time, when it came to the Maths class, the Foolish Boy would put on his half-spirited face on, to mention the class, how he disliked Maths so much. He was more towards, language, verbal and texts. What could be the best way to express your feelings other than pencils and papers? It was, after all, the beginning for another Social Link between the Foolish Boy, the Empress Girl, and the Hermit Girl. Yes, only words were used to form the Social Link between them. Oh, I almost forget. The Empress Lady and the Hermit Girl, was in the same class as the Foolish Boy and the Cool Guy.

"What's with the book, Empress Lady?" the Foolish Boy asked one day, upon setting his eyes on an intriguing book on the Empress Lady's table.

"Oh, it's nothing. Do you want to have a look?" the Empress Lady replied, her face not showing the slightest bit of emotions.

The Foolish Boy nodded as a sign of agreement. He was really curious of what's in the book. People did say you can't be too curious as curiosity killed the cat. But, it's sometimes okay to be the curious cat. You may never knew anything unless you're willing to explore to the unknown, a little bit more. He opened the book, while his heart pumping, racing to keep up to the anxiety level. To his surprise, it was a book with some pencil's or pen's drawing. And there were some words written along with the drawings too. The Foolish Boy didn't know what to say anymore, since he can't comprehend what's the book was all about. He gave a blank look to the Empress Lady, waiting for an explanation for the book, but all the he got was a light nod, indicating, "read on". The Foolish Boy declined, and closed the book. After all, you can't read something you don't really understand, can you?

"Care to elaborate a little more about the book?" the Foolish Boy asked. He was so sure that he would get an answer eventually, if he keeps asking for it.

"Nope,"was all the Empress Lady could reply, and this time with the smile, a smile like a Fox's, full of mysterious and yet it was a warning as well.

Taking the warning seriously, the Foolish Boy backed off and returned to his own place. He was puzzled by the Empress Lady.

"Hey, some deep thinking you got there," a voice came from behind the Foolish Boy. The Foolish Boy turned, and it was the Cool Guy. The Foolish Boy gave a sigh and then smiled.

"I saw you talking to the Empress Lady. What's with her?" the Cool Guy asked. He was puzzled himself.

"Oh, it was nothing." the Foolish Boy said. He didn't want to make it such a big fuss. It was a small misunderstanding.

"I knew her quite well. She goes by with a good reputation here." the Cool Guy whispered to the Foolish Boy. The Foolish Boy was really more intrigued, but again he didn't want to make it such a big fuss. They we're only classmates, and you see classmates weren't the best thing had happened to the Foolish Boy, despite the Cool Guy being his classmates as well.

It's been weeks after the School Representative Election, and the new elected persons were being put off to work. Well, they can't really work on their own, so they would need some underlings to go by under them and the Foolish Boy happened to be one of those who would wanted to be the underlings. Talk about some underlings wannabe. And it also happened to be that, two of his friends are chosen to be in the School Representative, which makes it all more difficult since the Foolish Boy had to choose to work with between the two of his friends. One was the Big Boy, whom the Foolish Boy really loved his company more than anyone else. The other one was the Timid Boy, who he had been friends for quite some time now. And this Timid Boy, despite of his small size, he was emitting this aura of mysteriousness and yet full of it's own smell of serenity. The choosing was hard, since, 4 Bureaus were claiming the right for the Foolish Boy and he had to decide quickly. In the end, he chose the Timid Boy's bureau. And it was the start for an another new Social Link between the Foolish Boy and the Timid Boy. The Timid Boy was the boss and also a friend for the Foolish Boy, yet he would take that advantage to play it cool around the Timid Boy. They're friends. It's what friends do to let the other friend knew that he was happy for them.

It was late August or June evening, or whatever it is, the Timid Boy came into the Foolish Boy room and laid on the bed next to the Foolish Boy. The Timid boy was whispering something, and he was making it real obvious that he didn't want anyone to hear what he has to say. He whispered, and the whisper was so silent that you would be thinking, only air that came out from his mouth. It was very silent, since all of the Foolish Boy room mates were either asleep or outside, doing some jogging.

"W-Wh-What?! Why her?!" The Foolish Boy exclaimed, breaking off the silent.

"I know, I know, but please keep an eye on her for a friend of mine" was all the Timid Boy could answer.

"What I'm supposed to look at?! Her appearance? Her deeds?" the Foolish Boy, confused upon what the Timid Boy had had asked.

"Geez, you sure like to speak so loudly! Keep it down, man. I don't want people to hear this." the Timid Boy was looking around the room. He was making sure that the Laughter Boy was sleeping, so that he can be sure that his secrets were safe.

"You do know that messing around with rules aren't good for your reputation. I'm warning ya. Sooner or later people will know." The Foolish Boy could only warned his friend. He would not do anything to stop it of course, since it was the Timid Boy's sole decision.

"Please, it's not for me, but for a friend of mine." the Timid Boy said, and this time, he was pressing on the words "a friend of mine".

That night, the Foolish Boy started his mission, a mission to help his friend, whose helping someone's secret. And this all was supposed to be secret. What mess was he involving in?

Secrets. Secrets was the last thing that the Foolish Boy would like to involved in.

4.26.2008

There's Light at the End of the Tunnel pt.3

It was the school mid term holidays, when the Foolish Boy decided to really stay in the school for the rest of his schooling days. What had made him to decide such an important decision? After all, the Foolish Boy disliked the school as much as he disliked the Crowd in there. He never ever despised anyone or anything as much as he disliked the school, not since his hatred for the idea of people who are born in such ways are destined to do such ways. It's bare naked ridiculous. How could you believe in such ways? Well, back on to the main story, the Foolish Boy made up his decision mostly based on one most influential person recently in his life. It was all thanks to the Cool Guy, which had changed his perception towards the Crowd forever. But at the same time, he had already made lots of friends already. The Laughter boy was with him from the start, joined by the Happy Boy, and later by the Talkative Boy, The Loud Boy, The Flexi Boy, and The Bigger Boy and not to mention some of the friends from the opposite gender, such as the Mask Girl, and the Happening Girl. And of course, there will always be the Cool Guy. The Foolish Boy was so sure of himself, or is it?

It's time to leave the beloved house once again. The Foolish Boy didn't felt a thing only a surge of happiness blessed with the drops of friendship. He just can't wait to go back to the school and rejoined his friends. What could be more fun when having the time of his life with his friends? Oh really? That doesn't count when you put friends first. :D Anyway, back to the main story. He arrived at his room and like always, with the Laughter Boy, since they lived at the same place., so they would always return home together. It was the start of the new term and rumors spread on how the classes would be reassembled again. Oh boy, poor fellow. Now, the Foolish Boy had to be extra careful not to be placed in the same class as those of the Rough Fellows from the Crowd. He wouldn't want the the Rough Fellows as his classmates, since the rumors were quite true. They are somehow not the group you should really mingle with. After all, when you did something wrong or bad before, people will keep punishing you by talking about it all over again. Not a chance was given to repent all the misdeeds. Humans, they all are very judging. And this no exception for the Foolish Boy, since he was judging hard on the Rough Fellows.

Like always in the story and any other real life, the door to the Foolish Boy's room seemed to be opened so suddenly without a knock or two first. We all hate it when your mother or brother open up the door without knocking up first. But the case was different for the Foolish Boy. He would always welcome those harsh ways of opening his room's door. After all, he could always guess the culprit who opened it. It must had been the Cool Guy, doing his extra chores, since the Foolish Boy and The Cool Guy had become real close, as friends. Well, who can blame someone so spoiled like the Foolish Boy to feel really affectionate and dependent for the Cool Guy, since it was the Cool Guy's fault that the Foolish Boy wanted to stay so much anyway. And the important reason why the Foolish Boy felt so, was that he was lacking the attention from his parents. The Foolish Boy knew something had went missing, and thus he quickly found a drink to quench his thirst for affection. And it happened to be the Cool Guy, who had offered the drink. This drink was purely, the drink of friends. There was nothing more of it, and nothing less of it. You know, the feeling when you loved your brothers and your sisters so much whenever they bought you something or helped you with the school work? That's the genuine feeling that the Foolish Boy felt whenever he's with the Cool Guy.

"Hey you! You're already back!" the Cool Guy said standing at the door. He walked to the Foolish Boy bed and sat on it roughly. The cracking sound was heard throughout the room.

"Yes, I didn't knew you were expecting me," the Foolish Boy said coolly. He looked at the watch on his hands. It was 4.30 p.m

There was an awkward moment of silence.

"You know something! We're in the same class this semester!" the Cool Guy said, with a smile on his face. He was obviously happy with it, and not showing any efforts to hide it.

"Really?! I wasn't expecting that." the Foolish Boy said. He didn't knew what kind of expression should he put up on his face this time.

"We're gonna have so much fun time as classmates!" the Cool Guy replied, and this time looking extremely pleased.

"Really? And what kind of fun is that?" the Foolish Boy said, expecting a satisfying answer.

"Well, I don't really know yet!First things first. You're the president!" the Cool Guy replied and sat up. He walked towards the door and grinned. The grin was a sign of, "I meant it!".

Panic by the sudden election, the Foolish Boy asked "Why me!?" He didn't want any more attention than he already had now.

"Well..." he left the room with another grin.

The Laughter Boy looked at the Foolish Boy. The look was given such as the Foolish Boy was doing the worst mistake ever.

"How could you let him decide things for you?" the Laughter Boy asked, puzzled and obviously dissatisfied with just what had happened.

"Well, I can't really describe it. Just let me be for now." the Foolish Boy replied while hanging back his clothes inside his locker. For the rest of the evening, it was all silence for those two. There was nothing more to be said.

The class of the new semester is starting soon. What could the Foolish Boy do now?

4.24.2008

There's Light at the End of the Tunnel pt.2

Disclaimer:
The stories are true and might differ on what I remembered on certain events. I might not be able to really describe a certain event well, since, my lack of focus on such events, such as the Principal giving speech or so on, where you could find me talking or half asleep during such events. Names are not mention in order to protect the individuals that involves in my story. Thank you.

The next day, the Foolish Boy woke up early, anticipating the arrival of his family. He can't keep it down, he needs to know when his family is gonna be there. Never mind that now though, since the Foolish boy needed to attend the Students' Orientation. The Foolish boy was feeling afraid this time, since he is going to meet some new people that he doesn't know at all. Why did this has to happen to the Foolish Boy? Poor fellow. Pity fellow. Mustering all the courage he barely had left, the Foolish Boy braved trough the crowd and into the Grand Hall of the school. There, he spotted his friend, the Laughter Boy, but they have to be separated since they belong to different homerooms. With a half-dead expression on his face, the Foolish Boy walked towards the President of his homeroom. They barely knew each other. But the genuine smile the Homeroom President gave was embracing him. Later that day, they introduced themselves among the homeroom members, and from there, the Foolish Boy knew that the Homeroom President is called the Happy Boy. The Foolish boy could only smile sheepishly since he was reluctant to talk to anybody.

And the night came when they needed to decide on what to do on some "Stupid Show" for the coming Orientation night. The Foolish Boy gathered with the other homeroom members and was still reluctant to talk to anybody. After all, he was waiting for his parent to come. Until then, the Foolish boy's mouth was sealed. Then it's decided that the Foolish Boy's homeroom need to combine with two other homerooms. But it didn't bother the Foolish boy at all, since he heard that his parents were already there in his school compounds. The Foolish boy felt a little relieved, and will be really relieved when he got to see his parents, but not until later. He needed to face this new crowd. What to do? What to say? Poor boy. Pity boy. And while the Foolish Boy sitting on his chair, not talking to anyone, letting those who can talk decide, a voice came from nowhere.

"Hey you! What's your name?" the Unknown boy said, half smiling, half grinning.

The Foolish boy stared long at the Unknown boy. Is he talking to the Foolish Boy, or asking someone else next to him? The Foolish boy looked left and right, but there's no one there. The devilish smile were still on the Unknown boy's face. A little bit worried and shy, the Foolish Boy opened his mouth for the first time that night.

"My name is @*&$*^@." the Foolish boy replied curtly. He didn't want to talk to anyone right now. He wanted to pass the night, wanting no attention.

"Well, my name is $&#@#*&). Let's help them." the Unknown boy smiled again and this time, the Foolish boy felt secured.

The Foolish boy only nodded, and stand up. They join up with the rest and started to help bit by bit. The Foolish Boy decided to call the Unknown boy, a new name. The Cool Guy. Well, it does suit him, for certain matters count. It was the first time the Foolish Boy had met someone as nice as the Cool Guy. Well, the Foolish Boy, didn't bother much since, it may be the last time they would spoke again. After the practice, the Foolish boy quickly left the Grand Hall, and met up with his parents. He convinced really hard to his parents, to let him go back. But Father was saying no while Mother is getting angrier on the act which the Foolish Boy had pulled. The Foolish boy still failed to convinced them and his parents had decided that he needs to try to stay for a few weeks. If he still can't make it by then, maybe the Foolish boy parents will rethink about it. Well, there's no use for the Foolish Boy to get his hopes as high as the moon, since, he knew deep inside that his parents aren't taking it seriously.

And then came the first day of school. The Foolish Boy woke up as usual, starting to feel a little better and all thanks to the Laughter Boy and the Cool Guy. Especially the Cool Guy. You see, the first time the Foolish Boy stepped inside the school, he disliked the Crowd who's already in the school. Why you may ask? They are self-righteous idiots that are too snobbish for their own good. That's the first impression that sticked on the Foolish Boy's mind until he met the Cool Guy. Since the Cool Guy was one of the Crowd, the Foolish Boy thought of him to be a little bit different from the rest of the Crowd. Well, it's hard to see one of the Crowd to smile at you for the your first day here. Back to the school, it was nothing since he was in the same class with the others in the Other Crowd. Each day passes, and the Foolish Boy started to feel much more better than he was when he first entered the school. And little did the Foolish Boy knew that he might be getting more attention then he was supposed to.Some time later, all was dark again for the Foolish Boy when the Warden decided to mix the Crowd with the Other Crowd rooms, so that each room will have the Crowd and the Other Crowd. Oh well, the Foolish Boy wasn't that afraid anymore, since the Laughter Boy is moving in too.

On one fine evening, the Foolish Boy laid on the bed, thinking nothing but the holidays coming. The door to the Foolish Boy's room opened and there was the Cool Guy, doing his regular chores of visiting other rooms. The Foolish Boy just looked at the Cool Guy and turned away, thinking back of the holidays coming. The Cool Guy, pretending not to see the the Foolish Boy, went ahead to talk to the other room mates.The Foolish Boy's room mate, The Round Boy was a little bit displeased with the Cool Guy's visit, so does the other room mate, the Cold Boy. The Foolish Boy was taking a peek at what the Cool Guy was doing since he can't be too sure what kind of man this Cool Guy is. The Laughter Boy reminded the Foolish Boy to be cautious when making friends. He's right though. You can't be too sure these days. Then bored of what he was doing, the Cool Guy came to the the Foolish Boy's bed and sat on it. The Foolish Boy looked hard at the Cool Guy and said nothing. His mouth was frozen to say anything at all.

"What are you doing on your bed? You should get out and get some sun," the Cool Guy said smiling.

".....I don't feel like it," replied the Foolish Boy. He didn't want any company right now. The Laughter Boy was more than enough to keep him company.

"Oh well, it's your loss then. It's beautiful out there." the Cool Guy said as he sat up and went straight for the door. The Foolish Boy was kind of puzzled by the Cool Guy acts. This is one bothersome guy he had ever met before.

"Thanks, but not today," was all the Foolish Boy could think of.

And from that day and on, the Cool Guy would repeat his visits, doing the same chores by talking to the other room mates and then to the Foolish Boy.

This may be the start of a beautiful friendship.

4.23.2008

There's Light at the End of the Tunnel pt.1

"I never blamed anyone, why should you?" a good friend of mine spoke.

Those words hit me hard on the face and my alter ego that I kept using to pretend I'm just okay.

"Well, I...had to blame someone..." my words clogged at the end of my throat.

I'm ashamed of myself and my deeds to others while I'm still in my school days. I'm a big idiot. The biggest idiot for letting my anger taking control of me, for letting my rage goes uncontrollably, for letting my head set on thinking that it was "him"(someone who used to be my greatest strength to go on with hostel life) to be blamed, and for letting my egos doing all the unwanted attention worth of drama. Flashbacks came and it played inside my inner theater of memories. It had proven so much that I was partly to be blamed as well. I think real deep of what my friend had asked me. He's right. Why would I blame someone who's never really a factor in my fears, who's never been the main character of my drama, and who's I never even bothered before I met him? My friend is right. I shouldn't blamed anyone who had been part of my life, but I should thanked them instead. They made me grow up bit by bit.

Would you guys wanna hear a story about a Foolish boy who had a hard time to fit in into a new crowd and society?

It was 2006, when the Foolish boy went back home, after school, very worried of what might the results be when he checked on the entrance examination into one of the best school around. He partly wished for it.. but never really wanted it anyway. It was the Foolish boy's mother who wanted him to enter the school the most, so that a Bright Man, may be born from the Foolish boy. The Foolish boy had to obey, what else could you do if a mother wants the best for you? It was the worst case scenario for the Foolish boy when the result said that he was accepted to the school. What should the Foolish boy do? Should he tell his mother and obey blindly the wantings of a Mother? There's nothing the Foolish boy could do, since the letters are coming right in front of the door, sooner or later. So, the Foolish boy told his mother, and a smile was carved on the Mother's face. Hopes fly high for the Mother and those dreams are coming true, little by little, since the Foolish boy reluctantly obeys the Mother's wishes.

Two weeks passed. All the equipments for the Foolish boy was already bought a week earlier. the equipments you asked? Well, school equipments for the Foolish boy, so he can learn to live in the Hostel. The Foolish Boy sighed hard, wondering is this really is the right choice. Even though some of the Foolish boy's friends is coming as well, that doesn't make any difference at all to him. It was not really his friends, just some acquaintance from the previous school. But one of his friend, the Laughter Boy was coming as well. So, the Foolish boy wasn't lonely anymore. After all, the Laughter Boy was here with him. The registration was long enough to make any one go withered hearted, so the Foolish boy tried his hard to hide the fact that he was afraid of the whole new world. A world far far away from the Foolish boy's family. The Foolish boy looked at the rented car that his parents used while on the trip to sent the Foolish boy to his new school and hostel. His heart cried out loud, not to let his parents leave him behind, but it was to no avail. Who could hear a heart crying?

That first night, the Foolish boy couldn't sleep. He was restless. He was sleepless. He was anxious. He needed his family back. He needed his bed back. He needed his gaming console back. That night he called his parents asking whether he could turn back, turn back and never ever looked back at this dreaded place he's currently living in.

"Why don't you stay for the night. We'll come tomorrow. I promise." the Foolish boy's Father said.

"I just can't Father! It's not what I imagined of this school." the Foolish boy replied.

Tears started to roll on the Foolish boy's cheeks. He was trying hard to win over his parents. But no. It wasn't working like it always should.

"Why don't you visit the warden? I'll give him a call." Father said to relief the Foolish boy.

"Okay, Father." the Foolish boy replied, the voice was still unsure whether he should be relieved yet or not.

The Foolish boy met with the warden, yet more tears keep coming out from his eyes. He can't just stop. After all the Foolish boy is a spoiled brat to begin with. He never did anything by his own.

He survived the night, alone, and with fright.

4.22.2008

Penang Hills


The view of the city on top of Penang Hills. The trams are quite slow and I didnt feel anything despite I'm afraid of heights.:D

4.21.2008

Penang it is!


Me and my friends are on the way to Penang.. On the ferry.

4.20.2008

Ride to Penang

Guess what folks? I'm going to Penang tommorow. Oh wait. What time is it? OH! Technically I'm going to Penang today. Weird, huh, when we think about how the time really works? Well, taht's not really the case now. I'm going to Penang tomorrow because my friends had asked me to join them and their little trip to Penang. And I will be staying with one of my friends' house for a while, (Thanks, Izzat O.o) but like always, when I'm traveling to other places, Internet connection seemed so hard to get by. Gee, I can't do updates of my blog then. Not blaming my friend here, because there seems to be certain circumstances on why he can't have internet connection there. It's not the end of the world pun kan?

Anyway, with my trusted brand new phone, I can always do mobile blogging kan? Anyone wants something on my trip there? Don't hesitate to give me a call!

Anyway, Mak(mother) forced me to go since she mentioned how I didn't have enough clothes for the matriculation program.

Tata XD

4.19.2008

Friends test?

Take this test!
Seriously, there's nothing like spending time with the person who just naturally brings out your sunny, and funny, side. Who wants to be dour and sour? Your upbeat attitude and appreciation for the lighter moments in life is what seals the deal for you and the resident comedian in your life. You know who we're talking about — the friend with the one-liners, the quick wit, the insightful commentaries on life's absurdities — the friend who can make you laugh even when they're poking fun at you.


But even if they are telling a joke at your expense, you know you can count on them to keep you young at heart, laid-back, and fun-loving. When it comes down to it, would you want it to be any other way? No way!



Exactly what I needed. My best of friends to be by my side. Make me laugh again! :D

4.18.2008

I can't commit?

Take this test!
Once the blush of first love wears off with your partners, do you get a little antsy? You probably crave excitement in all realms of your life, and you need a relationship to keep you filled with possibilities. Let us guess: Someone has probably told you that you haven't quite grown up yet, that you're still holding out for the perfect "whatevers" (job, car, home, date) in your life to come a knockin'. Or perhaps you're just having a difficult time accepting that your comfortable little place in this world is always growing, always evolving — and that means you have to be willing to accept big life changes, too. Not that there's anything wrong with that. After all, you're probably a lot of fun to be around and may be the life of the party.


But when it comes to settling down, you leave without looking back twice. Now's the time to ask yourself: Why? What's holding you back? Maybe you don't want someone to get to know you fully? Perhaps by saying "yes" to someone, you're afraid you'll lose yourself, or the possibility of something better coming along. Just remember that the best relationships are those that never stop growing. That's something you can identify with, right? So keep that in mind next time you find someone you're really comfortable with. You never know, it may prove even more exciting once you really get to know each other, teensy flaws and all.



Don't ask me why. :D

Future in Penang

I think it's quite late now to tell where I'm going next from here. Yep, you guess it, I'm really going to KMPP or Kolej Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang or in English, Matriculation College Penang. That is my first choice when I first applied for matriculation, and who knew I'm gonna get it. Some of my closest friends got there too. So I'm quite relieved that I won't felt alienated when I entered there since some of my friends are there as well. But then again, some who I really wanted them to enter there didn't got there, which is quite a disappointment to me. But hey, you can't be too selfish right? If I got the JPA scholarship, (please pray for me that I do :D), I would go away on my way to the overseas, much farer than now if I'm in Penang. I know we would not be able to stay together forever but I do know only this one thing for sure; we could always contact each other whenever we need to. Some friends are only kept on the road, but mine are kept forever.

In Penang, joining me would be Ka-Ay, Irfan some of my friends. So, Let's have a good laugh together ok? Well, another state traveled once more. Irfan said that the place is not far from the main shopping centre (not that I'm buying any O.o) which is the main attraction for kids (teenagers you mean?) to hang out together kan? Hehe. I just can't wait going to school again (matriculation is considered a school kan? o.O) and learn back those that I missed for nearly 5 months. Oh my god, I forget how the nerves function already! I must do some homework before going back to learning. Haha. Irfan, won't you join me?

Tata XD

4.16.2008

Tag Me again?

I'm really really sorry Amii! It's been a long time since I visit others' blogs, so I didn't quite realize that I was tagged until I read your post the other day. Anyway, I'm quite bored so here I go!

TAGSTUFF :
Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What are you craving now?
A laptop, does that counts?

2. What was the last movie you've watched?
Not quite sure, but I think it was 10,000 B.C (damn bored)

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
I would like to bring, *looks at the list*, Irfan, cause I can have a good time with him, Kay-Ay, so that he could teach me the basics of living in an island, and *scratches head* the last person would be anyone! :D

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Disneyland, anywhere!

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
I wanna have the ability to make friends will always be near me.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Logically, ya.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Everything I own.

8.Where are you off to after this?
Yahoo! Messenger with Irfan :D

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No way. Rejection is cruel.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Cheerful, Lively and Friendly, although we rarely talked before in MRSM kan?

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
What is "other half"? My life partner, room mate or my other evil twin?

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Ungrateful

13. What is your ambition?
Lawyer or Doctor? Which one to choose?

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
If I'm mistaken, then correct me. No one's perfect.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family and Friends. Religion is important too.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Not really. But when it comes to gadget, my eyes will get all shiny XD

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
Warm-hearted. Really.

18. What will you do when someone faints in front of you?
Look at the person, whether he or she really needs to go to the hospital, but then again, maybe I just call the ambulance.

19. What makes you different?
People call me Chom, is that different enough for you?

20. Do you seeing someone right now?
Seeing someone?! Blergh! No way.

Since everybody had been tagged, I've decided to end it all here! If Syazana haven't tagged yet then your it!

4.15.2008

Driving License : Aftermath

Hmm, after owning a brand new Probation License, I can't help it but to try driving on my own a car, but it seems that people around me aren't letting my hands touching the steering wheel yet. Hey, I wanna try it out, to see whether I should really pass or not! Never mind that now, since, I don't feel like driving anymore. (Gee, waste of the license O.o) Haha, I'm still childish even though I had turn 18 a few days ago. XD Anyway, that is not the main point. The thing is.. I wanna drive now and determine my ability driving in real road, the ones that I didn't memorized because of the driving test. Anyway, a big thanks for those who wished me! Thanks for remembering and caring!

Now that I realise, I feel kinda blank on what I should really write about. Haha :D

Tata XD

4.13.2008

17 going on 18

Guess what ladies and gentleman? Yesterday is my birthday and yes I'm 18 already! Yeah! I'm already 18 and that counts me being an adult right?! (My, my the way your mind works is still childish O.o) I can do anything that an 18 year old guy can do right? I mean minus the alcoholic drinks and smoking, basically I can watch 18 year old plus movies kan? (Mind you, only the ones which people are allowed to watch :D) Hmm, turning 18 means a lot more responsibility and less happy and carefree times isn't it? Look at those people who had turned adult. Each day, they carry responsibilities that they needed to do. Children, work and family. Kinda scary now that you think more and more about it, isn't it? Well, at least I've got my wish being fulfilled; being a grown up as fast as the time would take me to it. I think I'm ready enough to take a step to become an adult, but the other foot is reluctant to leave the teenage world, full of carefree days.

Well, thanks so much to those who remembered and wished me. It's good to know there's still someone out there that bothers with what's happening to you, :D. And taking this opportunity, I wanna make an announcement; I'VE PASSED THE JPJ TEST WITH FLYING (WHATEVER KIND OF METHODS APPLIES) COLOURS! So, it's been a great day for me since I wont have to go to the driving institute again! Cheers! I think mostly of the people passed today but I can't be too sure. Since, my JPJ panel was very laid back, I drove like I was going for a sight seeing in the town. While I was driving, he would then call someone and talked about how this Chinese friend of his, so good at organizing a futsal match. So he wanted the Chinese guy organized another again so that they could play any time soon.
The best part is, HE SAID HE NOTICED I DIDN'T GIVE THE SIGNAL!
I knew I was gonna get it so, I just shut up and drive. Lucky me, he gave a passing mark. All of the other tests were a breeze.. :D Hahaha.. being a little arrogant here aren't we?

Tata,
XD

JPJ Test Day


About 200 people showep up, including those who needed to be retested. Cheers, I've passed the road test.

4.10.2008

Mobile Blogging

Lately, I've been indulging with mobile blogging, since for me, updating every single thing is important to keep update with everyone else. So, I've got this idea after visiting a friend of mine whose blog is full of pictures that she posted using mobile blogging. From now on, if you guys read a post that have a picture and a caption below it, then it must have been a post that I made using my phone. (I can't help it but to use 3G services, mind you it's not available in my house but it is around the main center of Alor Star O.o) Well, the good thing to mobile blogging is that you can post anything that you needed to, right at where you needed to. It's is satisfying, really, for someone like me, a blog maniac. I guess, technology had proven to us that it can bring comfort and accessibility anywhere that you need it the most kan?

For some one like me, I couldn't help but think. What if one day, suddenly out of nowhere, technology had gone with the wind, and all are back to basic. Yes Syazana, even cooking using woods as source of fire. (Just teasing you XD) Anyway, I think I can't cope with a life like that, I mean I love technology so much, especially gadgets like phones, mp3s, and other portable devices. Everyday, not a single day went by without me using my phone or the mp3 and the computer. Maybe it's just me, being weird over something so trivial. If that's the case then, let's just hope humans will continue to build more and more technology for the greater good, since recently there's a debate on how technology is bringing the destruction of the human civilization itself. Well, some technology are used in the bad way, but, it's not the technologies fault kan? It's the human who made such technologies and used it in the wrong cause.

Next time, I wanna see the Earth much more greener and cars fly above us without emitting a single pollutant. :)

Driving again:-o


Me, driviog, doing extra hours. :D

4.08.2008

Testing


As stated

4.07.2008

One Wish list Down

I'm so damn happy this whole week, and all thanks to Mak for fulfilling one of my wish list. My old, tired phone which stuck and jammed every time I needed it the most had been replaced by a new phone, a walkman phone actually from Sony Ericsson. Thanks Mak, for sponsoring a part of it (mostly of it O.o) and one of my wish list is already fulfilled. Now, more on to my new phone, a not so new model which came out last year when I was still in Langkawi. The model W880i is famous for it's ultra-slim size, as slim as the CD case and it's damn light you may not notice that it's in your pocket and the same thing did happened to me, which doesn't make any differences to me since my last phone also made me feel the same way although it's quite bulgy, itself.

Sony Ericsson W880i, the ultra slim walkman phone.

Now, I'm sounding a little bit more like a commercial blog rather than a personal blog, isn't it? And, I'm not getting paid by Sony Ericsson either! Hahaha, I've longed for a Sony Ericsson for a long time, not because of their design only, but also their handy phone interface. My new phone, mind you I'm not bragging, just stating my happiness here, have a music player which is a big bonus for me since I'm a music maniac and only a good quality of sound could satisfy my music craving heart. The one thing that makes me SO down is the fact that this walkman phone doesn't have it's own radio player. Nevertheless, it's not a big deal for me since I doesn't listen to radios much. You know, I've read like SO many reviews that I was confused on what and which kind of phone suited me the best. Because of my interest for music, I bought a walkman phone model.


Despite of it's beautiful design, it doesn't pact a generous function. It have 2 mega pixels camera but it didn't carry along an Auto-Focus function and a flash light for taking pictures when the light is dim. The stainless steel design is what I craved for when I first saw it, but the keypads is still such hassle to use sometimes. I'll get used to it eventually. Now, Sony Ericsson should consider paying me up for the review of the phone. :D Thanks for reading my review. I'm sorry if my writing can be considered as bragging, and I'm not, just expressing my happiness to the whole world.

Tata. XD

Random Me




Your Birthdate: April 12


You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame.

You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them.

Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing.

You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship.

Your strength: Your charm

Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics

Your power color: Indigo

Your power symbol: Four leaf clover

Your power month: December

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?





What You Really Think Of Your Friends



Aisya is your soulmate.

You truly love Anne.

You consider Yen your true friend.

You know that Pipu is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Naim for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Syazana is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Aiman is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Usopp is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Usopp changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Radzi is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Radzi has a hidden internet romance.


No comments, since it's just random blog quiz.

4.06.2008

Wanna Help Out?

Our government, Malaysia is asking us to do our part by boycotting the Dutch products so that they can feel the wrath of angry Muslims for what irresponsible acts of their air head Politician, Geert Wilders. So, let's do our part although it may seemed hard since most of the products are used in our daily lives. There's always be alternative to anything that we do, right?

So here's the list:-

BOIKOT-PRODUK DARI BELANDA/DUTCH

  1. Dutch Lady - Susu
  2. Ferrero Roche - Coklat
  3. Wall’s - Ais Krim
  4. Ing -Insurans
  5. Planta -Magerin
  6. Lady’s Choice -Magerin
  7. Lipton -Teh
  8. Shell -Minyak
  9. Knorr -Perisa Makanan
  10. Dove -Mandian
  11. Sunlight -Magerin/Pencuci Pinggan
  12. Radiant -Deodoran
  13. Rexona -Deodoran
  14. Ponds -Produk Kecantikan
  15. Kieldsens -Coklat
  16. Slimfast -Produk Pelangsing
  17. Lego -Kismis
  18. Philips -Barangan Elektrik
  19. Duyvis -Makanan Ringan
  20. Gouda -Keju
  21. Robin -Pencuci Lantai/Pakaian
  22. Ariel -Pencuci Lantai/Pakaian
  23. Omo -Pencuci Lantai/Pakaian
  24. Labello -Lip Balm
  25. Pickwick -Teh
  26. Venz -Mentega Coklat
  27. Kinder Bueno -Coklat
  28. Unilever -Syarikat
  29. -
  30. -
  31. Sunsilk -Shampoo
  32. Fair & Lovely -Produk Kecantikan
  33. Lux -Mandian
  34. Vaseline -Lip Balm
  35. Cif -Pencuci Lantai
  36. Surf -Pencuci Kain
  37. Wishbone -Pencuci Kain
  38. Doriana - Keju Krim
  39. Bertolli -Minyak Masak
  40. Clear -Shampoo
  41. Breeze -Pencuci Kain
  42. Sun -Pencuci Kain

Produk Dumex dan Nutricia telah digugurkan dari senarai di atas kerana pihak pengurusan NUMICO DUMEX (MALAYSIA) SDN BHD telah menghubungi pengurusan tertinggi PPIM dan mengesahkan syarikat mereka telah diambil alih oleh Danone Group sejak akhir 2007 dan menggunakan nama Danone Dumex yang berasal dari Perancis.-admin PPIM-

Source - PERKIM

4.05.2008

Fitna, a fitnah.

Have you read the papers recently? Or watch the news on the television? Fitna, a word of lie to us all. Fitna, is fitnah for us Muslim. Fitnah means an act when you accused someone of doing something that he or she didn't do. So, the film Fitna by Geert Wilders, a politician from Netherland, is a fitnah, a big lie to deceived our eyes. Please, do not believe any part of it, especially my non-Islam friends. We, Muslims of Islam are people of peace, people of freedom, and people of harmony. We never hide the truth from the whole world. Yes, we may be at war, and disturb the harmonies, but that was the one who went wrong withing their path in Islam. Most of Muslim are all abiding with what our god, Allah S.W.T and our prophet, Muhammad S.A.W had ruled out for us all. The film Fitna is only showing the part where some of the Muslims, going radical in their ways, fighting for the justice of Islam. But, don't see us all as the people who like to war. We, Muslims stressed on peace.

The man responsible for "Fitna", an anti-Islam politician.

Even the film Fitna is not approved by the Netherland Prime Minister. So, he's acting using his golden ticket, which is the freedom of speech to release the film.Film Fitna is just another big lie from Geert Wilders. Obviously, he's showing his hatred for Islam world wide. Please don't believe any part of it. Using Al-Quran Al-Karim as a source of war and hatred is so wrong and despicable, in fact is just anotherHis irresponsible act towards the Islam community is not going to be taken lightly in the Islam community world wide. I'm doing my part as a Muslim, just to clear our religion's name. Please, do not support the Film itself. Please be more responsible in what you're doing. That goes to you Geert Wilders!

News? Good or Bad?

I want to congratulate those who had been to recent interviews. It had been one tiring day going to an interview so, good job to everyone. I did well with mine and same with my other friends as well. We all do our best for our interview and now the last part of it, pray for the better. So now, let's pray for our success and our friends' as well. Thanks once again to those who had help and support me all this time. Without you guys, I won't be making it :D.

4.03.2008

And I'm Spent!

I'm damn nervous when it was this morning, and yet my eagerness to go to the interview could not hold me up any longer. I need to finish up this interview quickly, if not, as soon as possible. Well then the trip was okay, but I'm still drenched in fear that I might not perform in this whole interview session. When I first arrive there, which is Tengku Syed Sirajjudin Polytechnic school, I saw many cars driving to the direction of where the JPA interview is held. Oh my God, why there's so many people today? I'm so worried sick of my chances of getting through this interview process successfully.

I followed some of the applicant of the scholarship and we gathered at a lecture room where we were supposed to wait for out turn. In the mean time, the man who's handling us told us to rearrange our certificates and other important documents as the way that they liked it. So, I did what I was told. Right at 8.15 a.m, the first group went in. Truth be told, I was very drowned in my own thoughts that I might not perform, but the sight of an old friend rekindles my bravery. I'm not alone. :D So, while we waited for the first group to finish up, we took the time to reminisce about ourself when we were back in Sultan Abdul Hamid College. It was fun, in fact, so fun that it got rid of all my fears. Then when clock strikes 9.30 a.m, the first group came out. Some of them said it was alright, while others said it was too bad. I know their tactics very well. YOU CAN'T MAKE ME FALL! DO YOU HEAR ME?!

So, I brave in and walk into the interviewers room. And contradict to what I usually heard, it was nothing like of it. The interviewers are sweet (since they are females O.o) and yet very sporting themselves. They told us to comfort ourselves on the chair, until that they won't start up yet. We started our interview by telling more about ourselves. Next come the best part. We have to discuss a topic which I thought was supposed to be the big killer to me but in fact it was a miracle job for me. They asked a very simple question and asked us to discuss it. The damn question is :
What qualities should a leader have?

I laughed so hard, on the inside, or else they might reject my application since they thought I was going insane just going through the interview. So, I fight hard and I was quite satisfied with what I delivered. To the last part, where we would be allowed to talk in Malay. She asked, us what kind of current issues came up on yesterdays news and paper. I was shocked, because I wasn't giving full hundred percent to the news last night since I was so focused on preparing for the interview. So, taking chances I talk about Sharlinie. Yeah that was kinda lame isn't it? Nevermind that though as I believe I had delivered successfully. :D

So, everything seems well to me. Thanks for everyone who had been helping me through this interview, especially my family and friends. :D

Tata. XD

4.01.2008

Restlessness

I'm feeling a under the weather a little bit, seems this all because of the interview. You see, I haven't done the slightest training at all, since I don't really know where to start. I searched the internet for the current issues, but which issues is considered the real current issues? I mean to some people, the steadily rise of the number of foreign workers pose a threat to us, but not to everyone of us. So, I'm working very hard just to find some current issues that are related to our daily life as a student. And, all the other things had been settled, for instance, my new clothe, my new tie, and my brand new pants. Not to forget, my new shoes as well. Everything seems new since I'm going to the interview. So I can't let my parents down, they're hoping for me to get to somewhere decent to study.

Even though, I never thought of studying law before, I think taking law is something rewarding as well. I can get to voice out the voiceless making sure their thoughts reach the authority's ears. But, as you all know, laws had many flaws. I'm tired of thinking of what I'm supposed to be.

Tata :D