yours faithfully, adelaide.

the moon shines might and bright,
on the backyard of my hometown,
and as i gaze through the night,
everything i breathe is home-bound
though the air is cruel and chilly,
let it seeps through my bones,
though this moment might be silly,
i know i’m not all silently alone
for every dream,
i dream a never ending memory,
about you and me.

adelaide,
you and her,
there’s not much to differ.

for the roads are still roads,
even when the roads are full of toads,
and if the wind caress my face gently,
so it does in a foretold melody,
you and her,
there’s not much to differ.

for the sky is shared together,
from here to wherever,
and if i ever feel somewhat alone,
i’ll gaze the skies with my chilly bones,
hoping you’ll do the same,
remembering me and my name.
for you is a distant calling,
back where i was still a boy,
and not much with the silent melody,
about you and me.

adelaide,
you and her,
there’s not much to differ.

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tetapi, aku hanya insan biasa.

“sampai kapan begini, resah tiada bertepi” – sendiri menyepi – edCoustic.

andai kau tahu hikayatku,
mungkin kau kan mengerti.

andai kau tahu kisahku,
mungkin bisu kau bertanya.

andai kau tahu ceriteraku,
mungkin kau kan bersimpati.

andai kau tahu perihalku,
mungkin kau tahu maksud setara.

tetapi, aku hanya insan biasa.

andai aku ini berani,
pasti kau kan mengerti.

andai aku ini memahami,
pasti kau kan lebih bicara.

andai aku ini mengisafi,
pasti kau kan memahami.

andai aku ini beraksi,
pasti kau tahu kita berbeza.

tetapi, aku hanya insan biasa.

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a story of a lost cat.

cat by ~thecreeps

a cat wants to find his way back towards the owner. he was lost in the middle of a town. on his way, he found a lot of wool balls, toys, delicious cat foods, katnips and so on. it distracted him for so long, almost making him forgetting that he needs to get back to the owner before its too late.

the owner can't wait forever for him, can he?

so, one day, the cat wait by the street. he was tired of playing the wools. it was no longer fun. it was the same for others too. it was just not that fulfilling anymore.

he then realised, he needs to go back. it was quite a long time since he was distracted by the wonderful amazements in the town, so he kinda forgot his way back.

walking along the road, he found a few other cats, some are older, some are younger, but most of them were of his age.

they were too looking their own way back. they asked the cat to come along, and look for the owner. so the cat join along with the other cat, hoping one day he will get to see the owner and apologise for not obeying him all this time.

p/s: let’s help the cat too :)

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pungguk mahukan bulan

ini adalah suatu kisah di mana kebenarannya mungkin separa sahaja. separa sahaja, bukannya sepenuhnya. ingat, anda telah diberi peringatan untuk beringat.

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seekor pungguk. di antara sekumpulan pungguk, hanya seekor tidak dapat terbang. sayapnya tidak patah, mahupun adanya cacat cela. sayapnya kelihatan sempurna, sesempurna pungguk-pungguk yang lain. tetapi pungguk itu tidak juga menerpa langit biru, seindah-indah ciptaan-Nya.

bukannya dia takut, bukannya dia tidak mampu, cuma dia hanya ragu-ragu.

dia ragu;

jika dia dapat terbang sekalipun, mampukah dia kekal terbang untuk selamanya?

jika dia dapat terbang sekalipun, adakah yang mahu menemaninya?

jika dia dapat terbang sekalipun, setinggi manakah cecah sayapnya?

jika dia dapat terbang sekalipun.

pungguk yang lain hanya RINDUKAN bulan. itu termaktub didalam kanun kehidupan pungguk-pungguk. rindu sudahpun mencukupi bagi mereka. tidaklah perlu berusaha lebih dari itu kerana ia hanya menyusahkan.

tetapi lain bagi pungguk ini, kerana pungguk ini MAHUKAN bulan. ya, bulan. semi-sfera yang benderang indah tatkala kepekatan malam mula menusuk bumi. bukannya kerana dia tamak, kerana dia punya CITA-CITA.

tatkala di setiap heningan pagi, setiap itulah pungguk bersiap-siaga, kepaknya dikibas megah.

dan di setiap kali itu jugalah, pungguk-pungguk yang lain berkicau sinis, mempersoal dan meniadakan kesungguhannya.

dan pungguk ini pun kembali meragui.

pernah sekali dia terbang, tapi sayapnya tersangkut di ranting kecil.

niatnya memencil. sepencil kerikir di laut dalam.

sesungguhnya niat si pungguk telahpun disalah ertikan.

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ini untuk kau pungguk. walaupun takde mention pasal pungguk, kau ambikla the moral of the story. :)

p/s: boleh tolong pungguk tak?

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4 konsonan + 2 vokal

Ehem-ehem. Ehem! Pandang la sini bila penulis nak bagi pengumuman nih. Okay, semua dah sedia?

Internet dah ada! Yippee~ yahoo~ Hurrah~ *insert your own type of cheering method, your imagination will be your limitation ;)*

Life’s been hectic. Bukan hatrick eh. Penulis tak layan bola. >.< Bola-bola boleh jalan~ Haha :P Tapi takde lah buta sangat pasal bola, penulis tahu Liverpool baru jer kalah dengan Man Utd. Haaaa~ I’m still football literate! :) *bangga :3 *

Minggu ni, ticket metro penulis rosak. 3 rasanya. Adeh, dugaan sungguh. Sabar je la. Nak merintih pun bukan boleh elok balik pun ticket-ticket tu. Terpaksa beli baru sebab nak kena naik bas balik dari coles.

Disclaimer: Kejadian tidaklah dapat digambar 100% seperti kejadian sebenar oleh sebab ingatan penulis yang mudah berubah mengikut cuaca dingin Adelaide.

"Situasi Meragukan”

Penulis masuk ke kedai ala-ala kedai news agency. Uncle dekat counter tengah sibuk melayan mak cik yang seronok menduga nasib. Lotto ke apa ntah. Kalaulah dia tahu ruginya berjudi. *sekali dia menang kan? >.< cess*

Uncle: “Hello, mate! How are you getting along?”

Penulis: “Fine, and you sir?”

Uncle: “I couldn’t have felt any better!” *gelak kecil* “So what can I do for ya?”

Penulis: “Can I have one of those peak metro tickets?”

Uncle: “Yeah, is this the one mate?” *Dia flash ticket metro berwarna oren itu di hadapan muka penulis*

Penulis: “Yeap!”

Uncle: “Concessions right? Now, high school or university?”

Penulis: “Err?”

Penulis nak cuba-cuba cakap penulis high school. Jikalau dia tanyakan card pelajar, cakap saja tertinggal. Tapi kalau dia tanya sekolah apa? Tak terjawab la nampaknya. >.< *Jangan tiru aksi penulis!*

Jadi penulis pun…

Penulis: “University student. :)”

Uncle: “I thought so!” *cess, habis yang dia tanya kenapa? >.<*

Moral of the story, walaupun penulis berjanggut sakan, penulis tetap ditanyakan dengan pertanyaan sedemikian. :D

(Maksudnya, penulis rasa muda la!~ ;) )

P/s: Thank you so much for being so nice to me. yeah, sesiapa yang terasa :)

*not being sarcastic or anything, sincere from my heart :D*

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Adelaide rindu kamu!

Haaa. Dah lama dah tak membebel dekat blog. Ni kalau penulis tulis merapu, korang semua terpaksa la layan eh?

Layan~ (tarik kasi panjang skit >.<)

So, banyak benda nak update. Banyak benda nak ditulis. Kita susun satu persatu apa yang harus kita cakapkan. Silap. Apa yang penulis mahu katakan. Korang baca je, takyah nak bebel-bebel lebih eh? :)

Pasal kelas. Hurm, kelas. It wasn't bad and it wasn't all that good either. It's something that exceeds what I think a university life should be. Maybe I was thinking in much of an overrated manner, due to the massively exposure of movies and dramas that are related to university life. Well, it wasn't the first time I'm wrong either. So, basically I'll just give and take in whatever I could and hope that adaptation wouldn't be that hard at all or at least doable.

Adelaide is getting colder and kaki penulis kesejukan. Penulis lebih sukakan sandal, tapi takkan nak pakai  sandal dengan stokin? Pelik pulak mat salleh and sally tengok penulis pakai cenggitu. Tapi, ada penulis kisah? Hehe :D *tak pakai pun macam tu lagi*

Rindu pulak kengkawan di Malaysia. Sihatkah korang? Penulis lama dah selsema and still masih tak hilang-hilang. Mungkin selsema gedik rindu kot? Rindu korang la kot? :(

Rumah dah ada. Gas dengan Electric dah confirm akan diconnect. Masalah sekarang, landline. Landline takde meaning takde internet. Takde internet meaning takde la sesi berblogging. Aiseh. Takleh la cenggini! >.<

Senior sini rocks la. :) *Ini bukan sesi meng"up"kan sesiapa eh and I'm not as low as that to even be bothered with it*

P/s: "You can sit beside me when the world comes down"

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Meredith Street Dingin

Ahh. Impian tercapai. Seronok. Sedih? Sikit-sikit la. Banyak benda kena belajar lebih, jalan situ, jalan ini. Bas itu dan bas ini.

By the way, Adelaide ada tram. Hahaha. *Nada budak tak pernah naik tram.*

Jangan risau, gambar-gambar akan menyusul. Tak payah sebut-sebut pasal Alpha aku. Heh >.<

Siapa-siapa cakap once pergi Australia, especially Adelaide, tak dapat makan Malaysian food, you’re superbyly wrong baby~

Ada kedai makanan melayu, “The Swinging Bowl”. Aha! Translate lah kepada bahasa ibunda. :)

Cuaca? Ha, sejuk. Sejuk angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa. Suka~

Best la angin sini, ada angin perubahan.

Dah ada orang beli handset baru, jalan-jalan dekat Mall muka happy gila, sampai tak nampak la orang lain lalu-lalang. Heh. :)

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eh.oh?

hari ke berapa dah ni?

packnya pun belum, tapi semuanya dah ready tunggu masuk bag je. huhuhu.

malasan-malasan sebentar ya pak.

oh. ehh.. jap, kau siapa sebenarnya? laaaa. asal tak ambil tempat duduk masing-masing.

dengarkan luahan lagu ini yah.

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Rindu Terhenti

satu, dua, tiga, empat, lima. lima hari lagi. perasaan tak menentu.

berat sangat. teruja sangat. campur-campur. tak sedaplah.

perlu cari kembali that one thing yang membuatkan penulis berkobar-kobar.

kemanakah agaknya that one thing eh?

well whatever, life must go on.

Ku pinggirkan lara~♫
Yang bertaut di jiwa
Ku teruskan hidup tanpa dia~♪

P/s: Keep strong dad, we’ll pull it through together. :)

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Every ticks count the tocks.

There are times when you were supposed to be doing things, and there are times when you’re supposed to do nothing.

There are times you should stop and listen to others, and there are times when you should just leap before looking.

and oh how I wish I just could be stuck forever in between.

that way I don’t have to think.

and satu lagi. bakat boleh diasah bukan? heh. ;)

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Imperfect is the new perfect.

Looked familiar? No, not him. I’m talking about his so-called “adored”  appearance which most people would want to be one, or at least adore. It maybe real image produced as a result of countless modifications by the media people, but to me, it’s plain unreal to the bones itself.

Many people are led to believe, the real perfect figure, is to be one portrayed in the medias.

Well I believe, to be perfect isn’t worth it. Being yourself what matters most.

Although I do wanna loose some weight for a few reasons, but be reminded that my ulterior motives are way beyond than being perfect.

Being healthy, and enjoying life is way cooler and worth the hard work.

And yeah, my baby is here! Finally after years of gawking *cough2* at those DSLRs, I finally own one.

His name is “Mundane Alpha”. Just call him Alpha. ;)

My closest friends, be prepared. You’re gonna be my models for sure.

P/s: The picture was taken purposely not to reveal my body. Heh. :)

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Pasca-Terbitan Orbit Lama

Entri baru untuk pagi ini. Penulis sudah up tahap exercise ke level 3. Rasanya level 2 lagi susah dari level 3. Kim ni mudah berlembut sangatlah. (Kim, jurulatih virtual penulis :P)

Kalau nak sesuatu, mesti berusaha bukan? Penulis memang percaya akan pegangan tersebut. No pain no gain. nothing comes for free, and etc. etc.

Tidak kisah, ritual ini harus diteruskan. Give me another year, and you’ll see. ;)Nak tinggalkan lebih kesan misteri dan tertunggu-tunggu. heh.

And belakangan ini, ramai pulak aweks-aweks membonceng motorsikal berpakaian separa sexy lalu lalang di depan rumah penulis ketika penulis berhempas pulas membanting tenaga. Pelik dan musykil. Jiran baru kah?

Final Fantasy XIII.

Penulis sangat excited, tapi apakan daya. Diri ini tiada console untuk main.



Arggh. Bulu roma penulis menegak tengok preview game ni. Macam main game dulu-dulu. Nak sangat!

Disclaimer: All of these pictures does not belong to me. It belongs to it's respective owners.

P/s: Okay la tu :)

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Life’s a mosaic and I can’t seem to recall why.

I have lots of stories to tell, and I just forgot what it’s about. Holidays aren’t helping either, since I can’t seem to jog my memories at all.

Mosaic. You can’t see clearly, but the shape’s definitely there.

I like to be excited at almost anything, just say it. A brand new pen will definitely set my mood straight.

But, how about this big path lying before me. The unknown wonders. The vast experience. The wonderful tales along it. The sorrowful cries beyond it. I can’t see it now, but its there.

I wasn’t all excited to go now. There’s too much to think, and too little time at it too.

Time. Every people would want that. A gist of control, be it reversed, stilled, or fast forwarded. For only fools like me wished it to be remained forever still.

Itu cerita penulis.

Setia itu is a plus, nice is a must :)

p/s: mesti dia bahagia punya!

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Glued and Glee-ed

I’m gonna blame Razrin for everything that had become of me after watching the new series, Glee.

Penulis dah secara officialnya teraddicted dengan Glee. Nyanyian diorang mantap. Mantap. Kalau dulu-dulu semua orang heboh pasal manusia berbakat pelbagai dalam High School Musical, sekarang, Glee lagi lah berbakat. Siap boleh tolak tepi je HSM tu.

Glee, adalah lebih serius, realistik, lawak, dan merdu berbanding apa yang penulis pernah lihat dalam mana-mana drama/filem musikal.

Glee ni kan, merupakan term yang digunakan as show choir. Menyanyi yes. Tambah pulak dengan tarian. Sumpah best. Merata-rata US ada Glee Club dalam sekolah mereka. Even universities pun ada, such as Harvard Glee Club and Yale Glee Club.

And, Glee is all about having fun and being yourself.

P/s: Kalau University of Adelaide ada Glee Club, I think I wanna join them and be the “asian”.

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Roadie Road Runner

See this?

That’s the Road runner which used to be my most favourite show on Earth. Today, I wasn’t so sure of where he is right now.

Used to. Meaning, no longer.

Used to be friends. Used to be lovers. Used to be here.
No longer friends. No longer lovers. No longer here.

No longer my favourite show. >.<

Ni untuk mereka yang ingin belajar self-portrait

P/s: Now on level two maximum cardio! XD

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Tirai Muka Pintu Jendela

Ha, 2010. Penulis mahu hambur segala tentang azam tahun baru, tapi itu sangat cliche. Bosan, jemu dan luak.

Post ini sekadar untuk meresmikan sambutan tahun baru. Mahu archive di sebelah kiri itu muncul tahun 2010, January.

Keluar dengan rakan-rakan. Seronok. Banyak dengar cerita. Orang bahagia, kita tumpang gembira bukan? Haih :(

Rasa tak tenang. Ha! 2010! Jangan kau hampakan penulis!

Coba tenang seketika ♪
Coba pejam mata
Biar resah hilang saja ♫

P/s: Kawan-kawan mana korang? :S

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Sailor Came, Sailor Sailed Away

Once, there was this sailor of very old age. He was cunning, he was smart, he was everything but wise.

As people ages, they became wiser, but not for this sailor. He remained absurd, relentless of time.

All he knew, he would be the adopted son of the sea, asking protection from Poseidon, the God of the Sea himself, each time he sailed away.

One day, Poseidon split the sea into half, creating the never ending pathway between it. It remained that way for years, and never shown a sign that it will revert back to normal at all.

The sailor tried to walk along the pathway, wondering what’s waiting on the other side of the world. Little did he knew about the dangerous unknowns lurking around him.

Well, what ever it is waiting for him, the sailor must go on and continue to walk. It’s too late to return now.

End of anecdote ‘Sailor Came, Sailor Sailed Away’

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Jangan begitu oh Sayang!

Bacala artikel tu. Agak menyentuh jiwa dan raga seseorang manusia. Banyak yang benar yang cuba diketengahkan oleh artikel tersebut.

http://www.iluvislam.com/v1/readarticle.php?article_id=2135

Okay, sudah lama berjanji dengan yang Maha Esa untuk terus berubah dan memperbaiki diri supaya lebih elok di masa yang akan datang. Itu janji penulis. Kontrak Kerohanian. :) (teringat Kontrak Sosial :P)

Itu perihal artikel.

Semalam tengok Aliff Firdaus. Agak kecewa dengan watak Beego. Mungkin ini hanya permulaan, siapa tahu mungkin wataknyalah yang paling bersinar nanti. Siapa tahu? Rumah abang long, cantik yang itu penulis tahu! >.<

Sekarang teraddict dengan lagu Ahli Fiqir – Derita Merindu. Korusnya sangat catchy dan memang menyentuh jiwa. :)

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali ♫
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai ♪

P/s: Kaulah Bahagia, Kaulah Derita. :S

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Jangan Tegur…Dah

Okay. Selepas penat ‘bergerak’ penulis pun bersantailah menonton tv sambil laptop di depan mata. Hari Khamis, malam Jumaat. Mesti diorang nak tayang cerita seram. Simbolik la kan? Khamis malam Jumaat. Kalau orang dengar orang tua-tua pesan, Khamis malam Jumaat, jangan asyik bergembira terlebih-lebih sangat. Betul la tu agaknya.

Jangan tegur… lagi. Boleh tahan seramnya. Best, best. (Padahal malam-malam tidur berseorangan >.< )

Kalau diorang nak buat sambungan, gunalah tajuk ‘Jangan Tegur…Dah’. Mesti takde sambungan dah cerita ni. Kalau diorang buat ‘Kekasihku Seru’ lagi kan, mesti best. Masa ‘Kekasihku Seru’ ditayangkan, penulis tak tinggal pun satu episod.

Itu perihal cerita seram.

Esok tunggu cerita ‘Aliff Firdaus’! :)

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Masa dan Waktu

Sedang menonton movie Jackie Chan time dia muda-mudi lagi. Terkenang masa-masa masih muda. Filem-filem Hong Kong memang kegemaran penulis, kalau yang lawak, memang sumpah lawak. Kalau yang serius memang tak berganjaklah penulis dari kaca televisyen.

Lagu iklan Digi “Mudah Saja” tu sangatlah catchy, sampai terngiang-ngiang.

And I’m not that addicted to TV to be frank. I’d rather stuck my head in front of the computer and go online all day long.

Tapi mesti ada masa yang penulis menonton TV kan?

Sekarang selalu terpacak depan TV menonton The Biggest Loser Asia.

Oh come on! I can do it if they can!

Result yang sangat-sangat menyerlah. Aww, seluarku makin longgar. ;) Good sign if I may say so myself.

P/s: Yakin boleh!

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